Saturday, October 18, 2014

way too long ...

it has been a very very long time since i last wrote here... been writing on instagram lately ...more like uploading my pics there ... i have not been writing 'cause i've been sad, mad and my world was falling apart ...

Now i'm back, stronger, bolder and looking forward into the next chapter of my life.... building my new world alone or perhaps with someone new ... perhaps ... started dating again and i do hope to fall in LOVE again .... but one thing for sure is that i have a  new LOVE .... GYM !!! LOL ... can't believe it right, it is the only place at the moment where i have fun, lots of fun .... i've finally got that body that i've always wanted .... not quite there yet but getting better each day ....

Gym is where i let go my anger, sadness, pain, disappointment and all that are negative in my life ...building a new life after been torn apart wasn't easy at all .... it was bloody difficult but i almost made it ... made it to the finishing line ... letting go and moving on ....

i may be in a relationship again or i may not be ... it still matter ...  i am looking for the ONE ...

I was very lucky for the supports i've received from family and friends ... without them i'll be nothing, i could have been lost .....

it was a long and painful ride for me .... looking back, i never thought that i could do it ... be in the position that i'm in now and being happy again ... well almost .....

Didn't we almost have it all ???????

To my new life, let's celebrate all the things that matter .....

Everything happens for a reason and let the reason be LOVE

To all you people out there who are going through what i've gone through .... Be BRAVE ... be very brave ... you will see the light at the end of the tunnel .... though everything seems impossible now ...keep fighting ... only you can change it ... only you yourself can make the difference ... TRUST yourself ... be Positive .... no one can can do it for you except you ... no one can change your life except you .... BE STRONG ... BE A PHOENIX ......

LOVE always