dilemma

motive?....gambar tak relevant......sekadar hiasan......cik gayah, pora, sadiah, temah dan POSH......berborak sakan utk iklan TESCO.....apa ke benda nie....ish jiwa kacau...............

these are the questions......

option one ....go back kl for 330 ..flying wide body ... salary at least 10k or more double frm current pay.....but scared to go kl lah...after so long never go bck...can i keep up?

option two....stay kk will do 330 but not so soon.......happiness for now......don't know abt the future....will i be happy here for long?.....ish ish ish

aiyoo.....jealous tgk kengkawan mak g 330 tau nite stop lg mcm mana tu.....

gaji meletopzzzzz............errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

POSH XXX

and the wedding not mine......

that's what frens are for, singing for free that is.......

His hello was the end of her endings

Her smile, their first step down the aisle

His hand would be hers to hold forever

His forever was as simple as her smile

He said she was what was missing

She said instantly she knew

She was a question to be answered

And his answer was I do”

-Carrie Bradshaw

more Gurney drive ....at nite.....

another two pics frm my penang trip...chantek kan.....lah cakap melayu plak...i had fun thnks.....

love

rain x

what if.........?

Eddie n sha at mamak restaurant in Jitra
It's raining outside n feelin kind a alone...not lonely.......the whole area blackout again....feels like writing somethin' about my raya trip to penang. Not gonna write so much on it as eddie has written an entry about it..all i can say is that....i've managed to do what i wanted to do for my raya. Glad that i've visited my fren in alor star, glad that i've paid my water bills......hehehe...glad that i spent enuff time with my family....very happy but kind of afraid on how long will this happiness lasts.....

me n my cousin sis......look chubby from this angle rite...whatever!....hahahaha
the glam me gettin' ready for penang day out with sis n eddie
strafucks.....oooppppsss starbucks....at Gurney plaza.....didn't manage to go to Queensbay mall this time....hehehehe maybe next trip ok eddie.......

a nite view frm Gurney plaza ...the famous Gurney drive....jett next time i'll take u there k.......

things that u do when u r paxing.....

mak bosannnn so entry bahasa malaysia....tgh paxing kan....lepak ...makan....opsss posa noooo...
ala-ala di luar tingkap biru gituuuuu.....chantek ke......uols..............................................................
ini rakan seperjuangan...eve n capt low.....jgn ngorat couple tuu...............................
natasha n eva....dua LSS sepejuangan aka. mcm mana satu kapal 3 LSS terbang skali ..... hehehe
me n natasha...sesaja tak der apa nak buat pose jelah kan....mcm tak biasa..bila lah marketing nak amik kita org jadi model.....boleh ke..ala ala this way...toilet....kwang kwang kwang........satu jer statement aka nak bg nie...aka dah kurus kan .....hehehe tak gitu uols.....

love rain xxx...

shall i call it my life in the sky

if i ought to write a book shall i call it my life in the sky....sounds familiar.....that movie starring gwaneth...still no clue.....time for you to googledoo.....what a view isn't it?

a wing view of a brand new a320 one day old AHC of AirAsia.....notice that the sky is blue...and majestic...isn't it amazing?

another mesmerizing view from my flying office that is 33000 feet above sea level...wow ! and how many people can say that huh?

got called up today...its my off day yet i was requested to bring back the spanking new AHC from KUL to BKI....i couldn't say no.....
noticed that i was relaxed.....that's because i was paxing people.....not working......notice the view frm the window...its so blue....what a beautiful sky and the pics are all by MY SE Z610i ...... another amazing view frm the window.......wow............wee........ahhhhhh.......
am not a bad photographer after all................................ i love my job...i love my job......

and then my life continues......

A picture to distract my boring article; victoria in new black dress worth $100 00 by Cavali.

My life this year has been great.what i've had for the past yrs are all behind me now. October that is now, raya is coming and then a couple of months later new year. I can't help but thinking what next year hold for me.I am not asking for much but all i want is just happiness.I came to a term where being single is ok and being lonely is just a feeling that can be a set aside. Financially, i'm very good this year and i've accomplished a lot. From new lap top to bags and wathces. I sometimes wonder how long can these things make me happy. Its all can be material and does a material girl happy? Its like a same question that you ask yourself, how much is too much? When will we stop questioning and predicting.

Last nite i had another blast, party that is. Earlier plan was to go to Shenny for a few shots of drinks with irna and Eva but it turned out that they had to cancelled it due to early morning flights.Iunderstood that ver well.The long flights and early morning routine.I ended up in Q bar alone, vell and eddie joined me later. Shah came in a bit later. Thanked him for turning up last minute, i had a drinking partner. I had too much shots of tequila and he had too many long island. We ended up being the two bitches , kissing and molesting people around the bar. Case of the Hilton's or Lohan's i guess. i manged to get a grip of myself before going back while shah was totally drunk and fell on the floor a couple of times. We had real fun. Eddie ended up liking shah very much but knowing shah, he won't easily fall in for a gut especially young boys. Attention readers; me and shah are very much the Sex and The City while eddie is still a teltubby. Got it people? Vell on the other hand actted like he didn't care that shah was a looker when vell actually was hoping to go home with him. My, my vell. No luck for him i guess.

Back to me, i ended up kissing and talking to everyone. I hope i didn't look like britney when drunk. I still wanna go to that place for more shots of tequila in the near future.

Overall it was a very fun yet very sexual nite.Oooh yess didn't i mentioned that i cruised with someone bf when i was in the rest room. The old Rain is back huh? I promised to be myself and being true to myself for many great yrs to come.

To shah we are BFF...best friend fucks.....

Love rain XXX

the day i married 2 myself

hantaran akak yg pertama..............beg seed jer........................nanti beli LV k......................yg ori tau..................ad lg yg dah dibeli dkny watch dah beli dah last two months.....n laptop .........bleh......perluke letak gambo'.............aiyo rain ..... rain.........

setelah in n out ...... out n in......relationshiplah k...lain jer korang ingat kan......hehehehe.....cincin berlian utk diri sendiri....noted kechik nyer berlian tu.....itu jer yg mampu..............
and..... a new haircut heheheh nie kat euro cafe kat waterfront sblm bukak puasa ngan me mum k.........now i'm officially married to myself..........boleh ke org kahwin bulan puasa...posa ke nyeh? soaln lg...................sendiri hengat lah kan......toodle....

rain xxx

x is ready for xtra mile.......

still waiting for that 330 class.........the plane is here n more to come next yr....................

my music..................

"IT'S BRITNEY BITCH"
forget the lame performance at recent MTV vma...this songs rock, "gimme more" britney.......
produced by timbaland protege' nate hills....... note:- tolong lah kurus britney ...buruk org gemuk menari seksi kay.................................

Actually thinks that j lo no longer interested in making popular music anymore....wrong... "do it well".... the album "brave" out on 9th october.......and she's goin' on tour this time....

"The way i are" my current anthem.......love the beat......nice one.......