welcome home...poshie!!! .......

was trying to do heidi's of the sugababes in their changed video.....hehehe.....

it's scary , posh and baby........sporty was having another date at that time...............
where else for posh.......its Pavilion.....................

ahhhhh...KL...finally i was back home....our very own Spice reunion and all.....this was actually the 2nd day of my trip in KL.....first nite was at Frangipani......met whole bunch of frens....old frens......a real reunion huh.....!!! james was there.....and his bf....tommy and his bf.....baby jett and declan....sporty mel...scary eddie....timmy....and so many others that the list could go on and on.....and on......

Day two was in Pavilion...whole day...nite time.....was in La Queen....and met my ex......hahaha long story that nite...we argued.....long story..... and promise to give uols details kay.....

back home on third day......BKI....

There was so many things that i wanna write...frm my brave visit back to KUL....Spice reunion and all.......it will go by topics.......so many amazing pics and a video for me to share with uols....

How i hate to say goodbye.....to all of my dear frens....and always scared and afraid to say goodbye.....

Keep checking this blog as they'll be updates as soon as i manage to squeeze in some time for u readers...

Overall...it was fun, emotional and nerve wrecking.......

'Till then .......muaks !!!

posh XXX

Gay flight attendant wins survivor....he's only 22

Todd Herzog, a longtime fan of "Survivor," won the CBS reality show's $1 million prize after 39 days of lying and scheming.
"I wasn't the strongest. I wasn't the smartest," Herzog said during the finale. "But I was definitely the most strategic."
The 22-year-old flight attendant from Pleasant Grove, Utah, bested his "Survivor: China" allies Courtney Yates, a 26-year-old waitress from New York, and Amanda Kimmel, a 23-year-old hiking guide and former Montana beauty queen from Los Angeles.
Herzog, who's openly gay, won the 15th edition of "Survivor" with four votes against Yates' two and Kimmel's one. He's the youngest winner in the show's history."I knew that the second that I got out there that, no matter what it took, I would do everything that I possibly could to be sitting right here," Herzog said after the votes were revealedOpenly gay flight attendant wins 'Survivor'

frm:- source.com

posh xxx

that damm wallet.....

just a simple black wallet...i want this...can i? an x'mas gift for myself......marc jacobs has it all......

posh
again...xxx

that holiday plans......

Leandro Okabe....does he makes u drool??? he sure did !!!

that's Carlos Concepcion...one of the hot guy in Phil entertaiment industry.....

and.....plenty more guys to play with.....hehehehe

ever thinking of going on holiday to the phillipines?? ....i did ...but as usual time doesn't permits. Its just a 2 hrs flight from BKI and 3:55 frm KUL....land of beautiful hot men .....and they are "cut"......If u always likethe Malay men...these Pinoys are an option for you......frm what the pilots told me....the clubs and nite life are amazing....something to look foward to.....hehehehe they've been offering me to stay at their places and willing to take me arnd.... in Manila( the pilots i mean....they are just like my dads here and i'm like the gay son they never had....is it?? ) Looking foward for my leave in Feb n March.....those were last yr leaves....can u imagine how hard working i've been ???!!!sure be taking lots of beautiful pics with them...let's hit the gym......

kisses

posh xxx

its weekend.....

hi all.....its weekend....and i'm havin' my weekend off...not quite ...came bck frm SZN(again!!!) on sat afternoon and i'll be resting on sunday plus monday......finally the rest that i deserved.....so many things happened frm past week....tired....overworked and plus the extra annoying pax...having weird demands and all , without forgetting those sarcastics ones.....eg:- can u turn on the heater .... and i mean it? yess that's what the pax said to me!!!...errrrrr can't people be nice and all.....can't they just request things without being sacartics....??? like we are not gonna do things for them...come on......even their kids can be so much nicer than the mums....duhh!!!!

ok...whatever abt the work part.....let it shoo away.........!!!

now...career wise....i've made up my mind to finally leave the country???? err yess...subject to job offer that shld be arriving anytime soon.....where??? let's keep it a secret ...shall we.......let's just say that i'll still be flying...yess my dream.."Paris....first class....international"......now all the wannabes, repeat the mantra after me......hehehehe....
ohhh yess under one condition....if AA decides that i can go bck KUL next mid yr for 330 or 340....then i'll stay.....maybe...i'm keeping an opened mind for next yr....anything is possibble...one thing for sure...i wanna go international.....not that i don't go now ...but it's not far enuff......i want more 'cause i'm certainly not gettin' any younger.....

phew!!! ......on the gossip land ...or the lala land...there's so many new stuff that i'll be writing for my next entry here, lots of suprising ones.....haven't really got time last few days to actually sit and write for uols......today and tomorrow i'll be updating all the new stuff , gossips and all......and everything else in between.....ohhh yesss i wanna see reaction frm u guys...so comment pls!!! no erection kay!!! LOL......

At the same time, i was thinking of splitting this blog into few blogs.....so that i can concentrate each blogs on one issue...eg:- one for fashion....one for gossips....one for life and spiritual...and one for XXX .....( we need to know where to get good ones aren't we?? )....just a thought anyway...but one stop shop concept would be interesting....don't u think??? just be here and read all the stuff that u wanna read.....from XXX stuff to everything else.....
so do write in to me and let me know.....i am fickle minded person ...can't make decisions....!!!so help me to help u......hahahah.....

noticed that too much XXX word on this entry...yeah i need a break n yess horny...duhhh....malu!!!men men men......

ok gotta go divas......don forget to read all the gossips....'cause it's hot kay!!!

love....( as if there's one for me...sob...sob... )
posh XXX

merry x'mas and happy new year
( motiff!! tak mentioned pasal raya haji )!!!

all work n no leave......

irna......i bosan gak nie flt i going to CRK (phillipines lah) kapal still kat SZN (shenzen) macam mana tu?( still on the phone)
irwan......alah makan pon best nie
irna....makan KFC .... nanti gemuk mcm mana? makan n buang...atas n bawah pun blh....hahahaha
azhar....(that's rain to u) alah jom dgr lagu ke ...transfer2 lagu ke......
zalena.....azhar nak amik gambar jom pose...
azhar......motif....ini candid lah...aiyoo!!!
.....dan captain Muslimin dok tgk flt plan......flt apa captain?...kapal pun tarak bayang....hehehehe

Miki...sebok buat kerja....Jason on the phone....and captaion Mohd Nor....tah apa lg dok mebebel kat Jason tu.....hahahaha.....Jason cute gak...lain kali kita amik gambar dekat2 kay ...tunjuk kat UOLS!!!
rain pon mengambil gambar sendiri..seperti biasa..rambut baru n gemukz lagi..ewww berat naik lagi.....kurang main nie.....


ahhhhh.....Bali.........rindunya......

imagine working 7 days without leave.....so damm tired!!!....yesterday was my off day but was working...today is my off day and still working, plus my Macau flt retimed and i'll be flying to KUL instead....arrived at office at 1550hrs waited about two hrs...and was told that i have to operate KUL flt... departure at 2300 hrs...so here i am at home...will come back frm KUL tomorrow...which means...working again for 7 days....Anyway i'm still enjoying my work.....after so many great yrs....how i miss Bali now.......the sunset...sea and alll......Infact i haven't had any long leave or vacation this year......i'm saving it all for the Spice girls in HKG.....

love and tired,
posh xyxy

i'm a third.......

OMG...ACCIDENTLY...I WAS CHECKING MY OLD ENTRIES...AND FOUND OUT THAT TODAY IS MY 3RD ANNIVERSARY...WOW.....I'M A THIRD NOW...AT 31....AND JUST FOUND OUT THAT I ACTUALLY DO HAVE READERS NOW...BESIDES MY TRULY SELF AND MY FRENS.......WOW!!! PROMISED THAT IT'S GONNA BE BETTER...!!!

LOVE...
RAIN....THE 3RD

Bed time story....

If you wanna sing english songs and sounds good this is ur lesson......

Lesson 1 :- have a correct diction and all....



Lesson 2 :- make a good video....so that your song can be listed in the Billboard
top 40



Lesson 3 :- make sure you have Hot guy in your video minus your band mate please!!!



Lesson 4 :- sign up to Pepesi and they'll help to promote your single.....plus and
ace music video




Lesson 5 :- it's ok to look nerd and naive in your first music video...



Lesson 6 :- enjoy the moment.....you'll be in paradise....



Lesson 7 :- once you are successfull...don't forget to come back home and win trunks
of awards

And that's a bed time story for all of the wannabes.....

Love
Posh XXX

Let's do this .....

i woke up this morning n felt that i've finally look like someone whom is big 31 yrs old.....
hmmm.....things haven't been quite easy in the country lately..In BKI it's still peacefull.
I have read lots and lots of blogs and newspaper articles about my country current situation...
The Malays are fighting among each other, the indians are protesting on the streets......indonesian bloggers wrote so much negative things about my country...not to forget about The Gay sites forum even talk abt it....what has happened? where was the country that i was so proud of the people.....We yess we, hated each other and n the eighbouring countries condemming us........what happened to all of the classic gay man ? when its all about sex n dicks and all....now we are so interested about politics...what's next? the chinese will protest too!
I guess that's what happened to a country that has developed so much....maybe ...i don't know....
why do we have to fight.....since we are all not happy why don't we just declare a war and kill everyone that we don't like....the survivors get to do what they want......not a good ending isn't it.........
I'm very much like my parents n grandparents....they tought me to be thankfull and not to complaint so much...maybe a typical Malays....but what is typical to the malays?
Sometimes i feel like leaving the country and living abroad....
but then again, i love this country but what can a small people like me can do.....?
I'm truly happy and i don't bother so much about whose getting rich and all......
Why are the neighbouring countries hated us too?
time will tell...i guess.....
I just hope that it won't destroy this country....
Seems that everybody is greedy to make a fortune here....who is genuine anymore?

X'mas in BKI n ALL

nadia was not feeling well but she felt very happy for the delish hot choco........kesian kan?

X'mas tree at Karamunsing mall....its like a Low Yatt here ...place to get all electrics n electronics stuff. Old mall that has been refurbished.....so many things can get frm here..... this is indoor sidewalk cafe n restaurant at Warisan Square...noticed all the lights n very X'mas deco....n all .... so called my hangout place for cancer stick n coffee outhing..... me makan as usual....with my geng here in kk....erin frm KL too but married local guy....she stays in the same apartment ..... Country Heights that is.....nadia n aida frm KK....
erin enjoying her delish choco too!.............notice the poser mummy of one here.....she loves the cam....she's my YM buddy too...though we stay nearby.....
aida yg dah berambut hitam hehehehe.....ohhh n the delish choco too!......

its pre x'mas makan...had this makan2 with frens n all....at scoop....kk....nice to c all the x'mas decorations all over kk....lots of people calebrate it here....i went out for a whole day...fun n tired...made decision to stay but things can be changed....so i've decided to comfort myself to stay here by purchasing new plasma tv n PS3.....talk about rewarding myself...B'day coming really soon...but what is birthday without someone u love n real frens.....real frens that can talk about dicks n all n have been through many many things together.......do i miss KL? yess i do...haven't go back there for almost a yr.....kind a scared to go bck with all the hectic schedule over there n the people arnd me at work may not be nice.......hmmmm...dilemma.....yess.....still.

I hate making decisions....yet i have to this time.....but let the fate takes me where i belong....hoping for the best still.....what will i do for now?.....

Anyway Happy B'Day POSH xxx

hugs n kisses,

azhar rashid