that X factor !!! rain writes...

another new livery from AK....i don't like it frm the pic here but i do hope to like it when i fly it and see it in flesh....what uols think ??? to be baptised as AFW .....

how many of us are still friends with our X .... i do....two of them....one is the current ex..D and off course Jeff ....not an easy thing to do unless u can take away that love feelings between the two of u...i was chatting with eddie last nite and he told me that my X D was in town.Back frm states. Hmmmm i do wanna meet him 'cause i haven't sen him for more than 8 yrs or so. Kind of scared and all. My encounter with my X jeff last December was not a good one as i still had feelings for him.Hard to let it go.Now meeting another X hmmmm ???? Sometimes it is better not to be frens with the X as it will always bring back all of the memories that the two of you had. The good and the bad ones....Do u be friends with the people that hurt you???

By the way today was another boring day.It's my off day. Had lunch with Erin n she cooked this roated chicken...i say it's nice and delish.....back at home updating gossips and blogs.....tomoroow is another off day yet i have no plans...

Be back in KL again this 13 'till 15.Another trip on 24th for abt five days....surely plenty to do....hahahah..It's actually for my recurrent class. so it's time to study...hate exams and all.....but being the posh one i've bought two attires for the classes...hahha !!! talk about being a fashionnista at the Academy....

So for more updates...i'll see uols again kay...love and take care .....

fuckers spice ain't cummin' at ya !!!

pls go to starspotz if u wanna read further ... a note frm spicenews.com .....

fuck melb and c ...fat emma , skinny with fake boobs posh and assholes geri !!!!!!

and i have nothing else to say !!!

penang n all

AK 5852 ....PEN to BKI with colleague adeline .........

starbucks at sunway carnival seberang jaya, penang .....

my cousin sis' .. took me out for a drink .....

at chilli's penang ............ i'm like wearing glasses all the time now ....i think i should be nominated for the glasses wearer of the yr award ..... but that's in U.K. .......

ok...here's the trip to penang ...went back there 'cause my grandma passed away .... so i took the chance to relax n unwind a bit ... had two nite out with my cousin sis' ..... we went shoping and all...the much deserved rest that i needed ..... too much shopping actually ................i was all five days trip back home .... love goin' back to penang these days .... more relax .....'cause it's combination of city and greens ..... love my hometown.... it's way better now... wonder if i will settled there one day .........when i'm a lot more older ..... my golden yrs that is ....i'm back in BKI now...work and all .... will have 2 trips to KUL this month ....training and all .... hahaha ... missing KUL too ..... at the moment i'm still questioning the rationale of me movin' back to KUL .... should i ??? anyway i've decided to leave it to the management... they want me to be here or there ??? still waiting for that answer ....

posh ... moving from confused to confucious ...!!!

could this be ......???

i do have a lot of things to write....especially during my recent trip to Penang.....but i wanted to let you guys know that i'm seeing someone now...after i've made my dicision to move back to KUL...why is it everytime when i 've decided to move ...i'll meet someone new ??? ....he's 24 y.o. boy name Jann ..... i know the age gap again .... hmmm but as always he never thought that i'm going to be 32 y.o. .... i kind a like him but u know .... he's a boy ... another boy in my life ..... hmmmm i want a man in my life but then again i'm desperate ... i've moved frm so "sex and the city" to "desperate housewife" ..... i met him in the most akward situation ... an orgy party which i've organised .... right after my return frm Penang .... weird ehhh ... just an orgy of six people ..... 5 cute guys ...which includes me ... and 1 so so guy ... pity that " so so guy" seemed like nobody wanted to do anything with him hahahaha .....i'll put my toy boy pic as soon as i get a nice one .... the question now is should i stay and take a chance on love??? take a chance on finding happiness ???

posh
confused .....

updates....

as my post in starspotz.blogspot.com ... i've been away for abt five days as my nana passed away..... my grandma that is... i have lots of new updates in which i'll be doing it by tomorrow....i'll be back in kota kinabalu by then.....so c u all...and take care of ur love ones....

"nothing goes on forever...."

posh...

SJP ....on broadway !!!

our favourite girl " carrie" is rumoured to play a stewardess on broadway.....

read more at http://starspotz.blogspot.com

hmmm love it too

posh

chevy camaro.....

i made same entry on starspotz.blogspot.com......
i just love this car...remember transformers the movie...it was yellow colour....
i'm lovin' it...

posh
and car obsession

BA crashed at Heathrow.....

all survived...all slides deployed....minor injuries...

everytime

i'm like full of emo these few days.....argghhhh all things......its like life here is so great yet i want a greater want...guess that being human doesn't stop us wanting more n more, like a never ending fulfillment......

i got an e -mail frm my superior here asking me to rethink again and not to go so soon....i've been in BKI for abt a yr now....hmmmmm..she's so nice to me here....how could i ???

it's like i love this place but i need to fulfill my ambition of travelling arnd the world......
i need to go to far more ... i wanna see it all while i'm still young...sort of...i'm 32 now....not that young anymore......

KUL is calling me yet BKI has given me so much for my inner soul.....i remember when the day 1st day i came here .... broken hearted and all and my mind was all over the place....leaving KUL at that time was a great thing to do.....

if KUL is bad , why do i want something that is bad......things like bf for example...we keep wanting that bad bf ? keep wanting that expansive gadget? why do we love bad things when we know that it's all bad....???

jett leaving KUL...today..didn't manage to say goodbye..work and all...it's hard to juggle life with frens and family frm here....

all i can do is hoping for the best since i've made up my mind...it's the hardest decision i've ever made......

when the time comes...i will say goodbye to all frens here....what a yr 2007 was....now i'm ready and stronger to bounce back...all the rehab that i've done here will be put to good use.....

it's my another 2nd chance to life....

"never give up on the good time"....spice girls

greetings....

gosh...my mind rite now is running a full scan on everything....it's like a never ending stop thinking machine.....so many things that requires me to make decisions....u all know how much i hate making decisions.....hate , hate it.....urggghhhh...
on the personal level..i'm close to make my decision to move back to KUL....almost but... another 25% still asking me to consider....kind a afraid that i'm not able to cope up with KUl anymore....this mainly due to my social life in BKI is killing me......single after a yr staying here. Plus...no great parties or hot ONS that i used to......gosh, this is really killing me......
if there's another meaning greater than desperate....duh !!!
so i say better go back to KUL......
i'm willing to start everything over again...hmmmmm???

Now that i have three blogs up and running, i seriously need to recruit some writers....that are good on gossips and writings....i'm not worried abt hujanitu as it has strong fanbase but the other 2 blogs.....starspotz is picking up with readers n starspotzmalaysia has been launched today yet i noticed there are so many other great blogs that i'm competing with......locally off course.....moreover writing gossips on malaysian artists ....can they handle hard cold comments??? tak pasal2 kena sue ??? hujanitu is here to stay as it is my dosage of reality and my so called never ending questions on life. besides where else can i updates my frens with things that i'm going through....so we shall see what's going to happen withe these 2 blogs....esp the malysian version of starspotz...

so to u writers out there ... feel free to send me sample of ur writings or blog address ....i need to see how interesting is your writings......

ok ...i'm signing off now for another boring n dull day in KK....
muaks!!!

posh
himself....