do we need to recharge ourselves ?

well, just came back frm Bali....yesss again. My second trip for the year. My fren max was not there ...he was in paris...the rest of the gang andre, indra n oji were all there....Tak balik penang again lah kan...

Oh yesss, the reason i went to bali again was actually to recharge myself...after all the hectic flying life...sad to say...a bit recharged n still stress ughhhhhh!

I didn't go out a lot, just rest n sleep my the help of some medicine my doc fren gave me.Seems jeff n eric did enjoy their trip. I was in bad mood. Should have gone there alone.

Next trip.... don know lah maybe jauh sikit...

Talk abt recharging, i guess no matter how much u like ur job u still need to a brake sometimes. Gosh ... n may i suggest 4 times a year. Take it before it actually burns u... Just like me burning out... Gosh... there's nothing great about reaching that big 30 in your life.

Well, being a very posite n hopefull as ever... I'll try to make the best of the worst. Should i be my old self. guess.. my old frens would have known this.... s....ing with 3/4 of kl m**......gila ka. Perhaps.....what if...hmmmm

Well whatever u guys do just have fun...As for me just trying to get that peace of mind that i've been longing for........ciow......

and as usual a pic from confession tour.....

updates.......

well,...been a while since my last update here.
so, what have i been up to?
macam biasa , fly , fly and fly......
macam-macam yg jadi kat company at the moment....
tak tahu lah berapa lama lagi nak fly....
Love the flight but lately banyak sangat musuh dlm selimut.
new crew plak....
tah lah.....

So planning nak g bali again with my bf and a friend of ours....
Yeah i know bali again.... tapi apa nak buat. That's is the place where
i can actually relax n think.Not to mention my frens there....
gosh i miss them all... kira - kira satu tahun adalah dalam 4 kali g bali....
gila jugak kan....

Oh yesss...... the other week i g tgk movie siam tapi translated into indonesian.
Cerita tah apa-apalah tapi yg best, it actually reminds me of my frens....
tah apa lah ejat buat. senyap jer ... tak update blog pun. nanti ptg sikit nak call eddie lah....

My old school fren plak ada wedding ceremony kat penang this 27th may but i've already made plans to bali. so mcm mana , frens versus holz?

nak jugak jumpa all of them. banayk dah yg kahwin n have kids... Me maintain jer....
don't lah kan... bila nak update this blog again...

Two resolutions...
number 1 , nak balik penang after bali n nak jumpa kengkawan lama.
number 2, cuba jumpa kengkawan lama kat kl. eric , sk , eddie, mel , sham....

so hopefully lah, bless u all........

OH YES CONFESSION TOUR BY QUEEN M, jgn lupa.....
KAT BAWAH NIE PLAK COSTUME YG DESIGNED BY JPG UNTUK QUEEN M pakai masa confession tour... c ya n take care,...muaks!

ok its mmmmmm time !

amazing tak gambar nie? fantabulous kan ? just lovin it. my inspiration n motivation ......... mesti kena kutuk lagi lah ngan edddie kan........ eeejat
mana kau gie...tak balas mesej pun....... enjoy

that 30's syndrome......

well, that's what i like to call it. Some of you may or may not realise that when u are about to reach 30 or in the early thirty; you 'll definetly has it.
what are the sign n symptoms:-

1) You will become very demotivated to do things. Eg:-
a) stop going to the gym 'cause you think that its not important.
b) Stop going to clubs 'cause you dont know anyone there n you r getting fat.
c) You don't bother to change your wardrobe n just wear what u have n what ur
partner buys for u.
d) No matter how much you are trying to change you stuck there....
e) Thinking of changing ur jobs n don't mind living below ur own standard.

Well, basically you have everything, bf, good job , good family but it seems that things that make u feel happy before are no longer doing that. U will feel like that there's nothing more exciting coming your way and nothing for you to look foward to.
Remember the days when you were waiting for your paycheck n getting excited that over the weekend you'd be around ur frens at the club n looking great. Well sad to say that is over. You feel like you wanna change everything.

In my case u feel like u wanna move to another country. I used to feel gewd whenever i wanna go to work but now not anymore. Things will get worst when something not so gewd happens at ur work place. Gosh ! this is bad.

Ur life is basically static n not movin' at all. No more eagerness n determination.

As for me i started to get it about 2 years back n with this year being the worst.

There's nothing u can do except for trying' hard to move on. Get with frens who has or had the same problem. You definetly can learn smethin' from them

Maybe this was what happened to MC ( mariah carey lah ) .


Breakdown....
but look at her now she's back n better than ever. I hope i can do that....

So to those of you who has the same problem do write in to me n share it kay.....

stresssss

macam mana nie tak kurus.....semenjak dah tua nie dah malas nak diet, malas nak gie gym..............tolong tak der inspirasi. oprah pun dah kurus dan gemuk balik. aku maintain gemuk.......sebelum uniform pecah kenalah diet. jadi ker well. keep u posted.... u waaaaaaaaaaaaa alasan nak cari bf baru....hahaha matilah kena belasah ngan jeff......

alamak! matilah aku kali nie, gambar kapal lagi kan. amacam meletop tak.......hahahaha very the ...... ala-ala man u airlines. Tapi tak sampai lagi kapal nie but very the soon kay......( janji tak der gambar kapal lagi lepas nie )....boleh percaya kot......hehehehehe

mana pilihan korang ?

Sorry lah , gue taksub sikit........ ( matilah aku kena belasah kat klia lepas nie )

pilihanku.................

macam macam ada..........................

mana pilihan mu ?

mana satu korang suka? i hav my personal favourite......nanti kite letak gambar okay. Merah atau biru ? rasa macam suka merah yg satu lagi hahahahah.........

merry xxx' mas

hahaha, nak tulih apa nie pun tak tau.....so tak yah lah tulih. letak gambar jer
ok......tapi gambar apa eh.kls tak !