Let's do this .....

i woke up this morning n felt that i've finally look like someone whom is big 31 yrs old.....
hmmm.....things haven't been quite easy in the country lately..In BKI it's still peacefull.
I have read lots and lots of blogs and newspaper articles about my country current situation...
The Malays are fighting among each other, the indians are protesting on the streets......indonesian bloggers wrote so much negative things about my country...not to forget about The Gay sites forum even talk abt it....what has happened? where was the country that i was so proud of the people.....We yess we, hated each other and n the eighbouring countries condemming us........what happened to all of the classic gay man ? when its all about sex n dicks and all....now we are so interested about politics...what's next? the chinese will protest too!
I guess that's what happened to a country that has developed so much....maybe ...i don't know....
why do we have to fight.....since we are all not happy why don't we just declare a war and kill everyone that we don't like....the survivors get to do what they want......not a good ending isn't it.........
I'm very much like my parents n grandparents....they tought me to be thankfull and not to complaint so much...maybe a typical Malays....but what is typical to the malays?
Sometimes i feel like leaving the country and living abroad....
but then again, i love this country but what can a small people like me can do.....?
I'm truly happy and i don't bother so much about whose getting rich and all......
Why are the neighbouring countries hated us too?
time will tell...i guess.....
I just hope that it won't destroy this country....
Seems that everybody is greedy to make a fortune here....who is genuine anymore?

X'mas in BKI n ALL

nadia was not feeling well but she felt very happy for the delish hot choco........kesian kan?

X'mas tree at Karamunsing mall....its like a Low Yatt here ...place to get all electrics n electronics stuff. Old mall that has been refurbished.....so many things can get frm here..... this is indoor sidewalk cafe n restaurant at Warisan Square...noticed all the lights n very X'mas deco....n all .... so called my hangout place for cancer stick n coffee outhing..... me makan as usual....with my geng here in kk....erin frm KL too but married local guy....she stays in the same apartment ..... Country Heights that is.....nadia n aida frm KK....
erin enjoying her delish choco too!.............notice the poser mummy of one here.....she loves the cam....she's my YM buddy too...though we stay nearby.....
aida yg dah berambut hitam hehehehe.....ohhh n the delish choco too!......

its pre x'mas makan...had this makan2 with frens n all....at scoop....kk....nice to c all the x'mas decorations all over kk....lots of people calebrate it here....i went out for a whole day...fun n tired...made decision to stay but things can be changed....so i've decided to comfort myself to stay here by purchasing new plasma tv n PS3.....talk about rewarding myself...B'day coming really soon...but what is birthday without someone u love n real frens.....real frens that can talk about dicks n all n have been through many many things together.......do i miss KL? yess i do...haven't go back there for almost a yr.....kind a scared to go bck with all the hectic schedule over there n the people arnd me at work may not be nice.......hmmmm...dilemma.....yess.....still.

I hate making decisions....yet i have to this time.....but let the fate takes me where i belong....hoping for the best still.....what will i do for now?.....

Anyway Happy B'Day POSH xxx

hugs n kisses,

azhar rashid

hari....hari...berlalu.....pergi.....

ish nak kata bosan ponn tak nak kata sedihh pun takk kan....seperti biasa updates on things that are on mind now n around me......ok still tak decide lg nie nak hantar tak e mail kat faizul(boss akak) mintak balik KUL sblm dia pergi department lain kan.....tapi kalau di ikutkan duduk kat sini ponn best gak...tenang n duit ponn ok....but everytime tgk gegambar kengkawan gie OOL mak makan hati.......abis tu camnerrr......fikir lagi lah kot dua tiga hari nie kannnn.....ohhhh yess ini lah meja akak menaip menulis dan meroyan sekarang....i love my new room ada tingkap yg luas...memandang ke tepi jalan dan bukit...kalau hujan memang bestttt nie.............................
hmmmm beg yg kat atas katil tu dah jadi fave beg akak skrg....ramai yg memuji kata chantekkk...senang nak jenjalan n bwk KY n Kondom di dlm beg itteewww....err......motiFF??tiada motif di sini....jap lg g flt lagi UOLS ewwwwwwww.......TWU n KUL....layan jerr......anyway amacam bilik...akak.....ok tak .....comments pls.....
sekarang i tau mcm mana i meroyan ......ni ha.....tgk kapal ketiga thai airasia nie..HS- ABC....
mana pulak datang idea kapal lagu nie....sempena apa plak nie...aiyooooo...jimat cat ka? meroyan AK nie mcm aku gak hahahahahahah....suka hati jerr colour kapal......heheheh

this is somethin' to look at...kelakar kan...masa first time tgk lah kannnn.........memacam manusia nie.....ok lah GENG jumpa lagi...

love, hugs n kisses...ewwwww

POSH XXX

i thought; this is interesting

alligned 320..........................airasia,apa tu gmbr burung,clickair...aiyoo tertulis kan disitu dan burung lagi.............

i want a new office.....sort of.....

that's the XAA flt D7 returned frm OOL...i wanna be there....what am i doing here in BKI...ewwww......rehab is taking a long turn for me...i'm ready to go bck....i wanna bigger,bolder n spankin' new office.......

Crown sape lebih Besar?

Kalau akak lah di bagi pilihan nak jadi miss universe ke atau puteri indonesia....akak pilih jadi puteri indonesia......sebab Crown dia...wahhhhhh besar uols...sebatu dah nampak.....walaupun miss universe punya pakai Mikimoto pearls......akak tak kesah...size does matter kay....lain plak bunyi nyer statement akak nie kan....size....apa tu..........Yg penting akak tak nak jadi stewardess Lion Air sbb rambut dia tak kepok-kepok ..ewwww boring ...walaupun dia terbang ngan 737-900 ER....new generation.....motiff......compare kapal terbang lagi.....

love
rain xxx

dilemma

motive?....gambar tak relevant......sekadar hiasan......cik gayah, pora, sadiah, temah dan POSH......berborak sakan utk iklan TESCO.....apa ke benda nie....ish jiwa kacau...............

these are the questions......

option one ....go back kl for 330 ..flying wide body ... salary at least 10k or more double frm current pay.....but scared to go kl lah...after so long never go bck...can i keep up?

option two....stay kk will do 330 but not so soon.......happiness for now......don't know abt the future....will i be happy here for long?.....ish ish ish

aiyoo.....jealous tgk kengkawan mak g 330 tau nite stop lg mcm mana tu.....

gaji meletopzzzzz............errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

POSH XXX

and the wedding not mine......

that's what frens are for, singing for free that is.......

His hello was the end of her endings

Her smile, their first step down the aisle

His hand would be hers to hold forever

His forever was as simple as her smile

He said she was what was missing

She said instantly she knew

She was a question to be answered

And his answer was I do”

-Carrie Bradshaw

more Gurney drive ....at nite.....

another two pics frm my penang trip...chantek kan.....lah cakap melayu plak...i had fun thnks.....

love

rain x

what if.........?

Eddie n sha at mamak restaurant in Jitra
It's raining outside n feelin kind a alone...not lonely.......the whole area blackout again....feels like writing somethin' about my raya trip to penang. Not gonna write so much on it as eddie has written an entry about it..all i can say is that....i've managed to do what i wanted to do for my raya. Glad that i've visited my fren in alor star, glad that i've paid my water bills......hehehe...glad that i spent enuff time with my family....very happy but kind of afraid on how long will this happiness lasts.....

me n my cousin sis......look chubby from this angle rite...whatever!....hahahaha
the glam me gettin' ready for penang day out with sis n eddie
strafucks.....oooppppsss starbucks....at Gurney plaza.....didn't manage to go to Queensbay mall this time....hehehehe maybe next trip ok eddie.......

a nite view frm Gurney plaza ...the famous Gurney drive....jett next time i'll take u there k.......