the day i .....

today is feel so sad.....
my cat Dodi....died.....
in a tragic way.... i was getting ready to work this morning when i heard a group of dogs barking outside my house. i couldn't be bothered as i thought those dogs were barking at a car passing by or a thief in the housing area.
Once ready, i went out to go to my car. Then i saw something was lying there... looks like a cat ...i went closer and there it goes...my cat surrounded with a group of dogs.
i chased those dogs away...and started to cry .... honestly....
love of my life died.... no wonder for the past few days he wanted to be besides me all the time...following me everywhere inside the house. Normally when he goes out, it would be just in my house garden. To say that he was bitten by the dog, i couldn't find any scars from dog bites.
To say that he was hit by a car is not possible as there was no injury on his body, only blood came out from his mouth. I'm confused, sad and all...
Last year, same thing happened. When i was transferred to Kota Kinabalu i sent my cat Rocco to my mom's house in Penang. After a month i was informed that my cat was nowhere to be found. My auty said that everyday my cat would find me. I felt so bad and sad as i was planning to bring him to Kota Kinabalu. I took me months to recover.
There's nothing like a bond between a cat and a cat's owner.....
they'll always understand when we are sad and when we are down...always be there to comfort me when i needed them....
My other cat Zusha my be feeling lonely ... Sean told me that Zusha was looking at Dodi's dead body when Sean buried him right n front of my house....
i'm so sad.... don't feel like partying tonite....