turning point...

note to self ... to learn to let go ... to find time/make time to meet friends on a weekly basis... to bring mum out for dinner on a weekly basis .. to be happy ... to take a chance... to fall in LOVE again ... to trust others ............ this weekend has been all good for me, had dinner withe Peter (my new man) and James. It has been a while since i last met James ... we even had lunch today as a follow up to last nite dinner ... and i've introduced him to Peter ... Peter Han ... OK ... all seems good at this point and to finally meet someone i really like from looks to everything is just WOW !!! i've also managed to watch the movie eat, pray, love ... which was amazing ... my X Jeff asked me to watch it and i did ... it reminds me of Bali ... and the fact that i haven't been there for ages ... i used to go to Bali a lot ... maybe i should reduce my trip to BKK on monthly basis and revert to Bali instead ... hmmm ... back to the movie ... i love Julia Roberts ... remember Pretty Women? love it ... eat, pray, love is like providing me the answer to what i've been looking for ... i've been searching for the same answer for years ... and i've found it ... i'm so glad that i finally did ... On another note ... i'll be leaving to Delhi next thursday for five days and then to BKK for another week... i kind a reconsidering not to go to BKK ... am gonna miss Peter ... away from him for two weeks is something that i'm not looking foward to ... it's too early to admit that i'm really into him but i know that i'm headding somewhere with him ... he was asking me to go Penang with him ... after the Songkran ... so Yes was my answer to him ... Posh :- to Songkran or not ? plans have been made and maybe i should shorten the trip ...