here's my confession......

when i've decide to move to kk, all i wanted was a fresh start.
free frm boyfriend issues, just back to my old "orginal self".
I gave up everything that i had in kl....things that i've worked so hard to get.
Things changed....with a twist......

On this particular penang to kk flt i met this guy. Guess what what my mum was on board as well.
Flt was not full so i reserved the last row, port side seats for my mum. During boarding i mobilized in the cabin instead of standing infront. Then came this guy n he wanted to have the seat so i said that he can have the aisle seat. My mum came in and seated next to the window.I didn't quite pay attention to the guy at first.
During sales i've offered some food for my mum and off course to the guy as well. After the sales i've offered some biscuits to my mum n being typical malay i've offered some to him as well. Courtesy lah kot...
One thing that i've noticed was he would smile every time i passed by him and every time i tlked to my mum he would look at me....
Then he gave me this particular sign language asking for my phone number.Off course without mym mum looking. Anyway after the flt i forgotten about him and staraight away went to fetch my mum at the arrivel hall. my mum said that the guy that was sittting besides him was asking a lot of questions about me. huh!.....................
I went to the office after fetched my mum and that was when i switched on my hp. There it was, an sms frm him....i didn't stop there, we continued smsing for the rest of the day and he even sent me his pics and asked for mine as well.He totally gone crazy for me and even called me couple of times. This continues until today....Gosh he's nice and very ok looking lah....suka lah kan...after couple of days doin' our routine, he told me that he came back to kk because he wanted to engage. wow....what is this...he even asked for my permission to be with his fiance' for couple of days and kept on saying how sorry he was. He wanted to continue the relationship with me at the same time......mak confused kejap...nie mcm cinta 17 thn nie....rasa mcm dah tua nak go through all these things......he's 29.........just perfect for me what..........................
He said that he didn't expect to meet me .....
Questions : why do i do things that will hurt me, why do i like him?
I guess that the more we're trying to run frm falllin' in ...love will haunt us.....
Things that we thought we can deal with it....we failed. Hopes for past experience buried.
If my real frens are around.........gila nie.....don' wanna hurt again...but why this.........................
He's engaged, gonna get married...where willll i be.......................
Like he said we're fated to mett each other......mcm mana tu....arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
P/s:- for dear frens nak tgk gambar tu nanti akak mms k....kalau nak lah

just another hello......

life here.....yess little bit dull...no frens...except crew members....
preety bored at times. be back in kl this 25 th ...yea......
miss the city...... maybe....my cat yess rocco.......
rex been looking after him......
wanna bring him here......
yesss...of all the things ...cat........
rocco rain ritchie.....
nampak sangat aku bosan......
bye lots...love n ...... all the memories...
a new day has begun.......what will be....

closer look

atas permintaan ramai.....(tipu sangat, mana ada pondan suka kapal terbang).....
ok one of the amazing aircraft with red background is 737 - 300....(belajar ye adik adik macam mana nak membezakan nya).....
Anyway as per eddie blog shopaholic_sinfull...correct spelling eh.....
amazing race asia won by malaysian...yeah....zabrina tu classmate i masa ITM dulu lah...sebelum itm jadi uitm.....hahahaha bangga......dah lah kompeni akak sponsor.....
hahahaha kalau lah ada share RM 350000 tu.......

new colour scheme for AA

ok here we go again......back to what i do best...aircraft pictures...
Ok there the not so old Man U......aircraft for football freaks,
Amazing AA stewardess only aircraft which is also 3000th production of A320....when will it be me....never....
Plus the latest baby blue AA visit malaysia year 2007....
inside..same ....hahahaha funny ke!
Be back again for more updates...cepat nak beli laptop nie.....
ohhhyess don't forget to get ur copy of confession dvd by HRH Queen M....
tak tau lagi sape tu...bunuh diri jer.......

finally....

At last somethin' to write about.....
met this new guy....kind a cute.....
yes blame me.......frens....he's younger....
cute eh.....life in kk ok ......
bolehlah.........
some new pics .....

last updates for 2006

gosh, finally i can say this....what a year...
i've done with london...n paris
which was amazing...met a guy frm holland
yeah dutch klm crew...had a fuck in paris...amazing
had a fling in london....fabs....
Next posting will updates with pix frm paris n london
oklah.......
since i'm back in kl , there's a lot of things to be done
shld i request for new base in BKI...that kota kinabalu lah
shld i go there to start new life....
2007 will be very good year for me so shall i do that....
bet i'll ask my frens for their opinion...
or maybe shall i req to be based in kch... at least i can go to pearth....
AA will be flyin' there soon.....in february lah....
Shld i........
Ish ni yang susah nie
aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh stress lagi......
hahaha oklah gotta go frens...updates.....

updates.....

Many things has surely happened over the past few weeks.
My everly bz schedule, frens came back frm another continent.
My life upside down.Trying to juggle everything, not enuff rest
and......gosh i need a break frm all of these.
Since my personal life is on fire....time for promotion....
Work is great but tiring, life sucks...big time..yet ok lah...
Mett eddie yesterday for makan-makan...apa lagi nak buat bila off kan.
Pity him as he had to listen to all of my complaints.
Eejatt dah selamat balik home....yessss malaysia is the country
australia is the home...for him. Mine hopin to be NYC.
I hope to have my big break soon. I wanna move out frm here b4
i have another big break down....Give me a break i'm 30 n not
fabulous.....so birthday comin' soon......
waitin' ............ paris soon...............

Are u Ready 2 Jump?

watch it gewd...
not another review here...
anne hathaway next big thing in hollywood....
THAT'S ALL......

that "bus" class

ok...been kind of bz, as always...
Had airbus class last week n met some nice n experience
Mandala air crew.Met farain whom just back frm maternity
together with mama zuraini.ohhh yess picture attached ,
me with mandala crew, farain in door drill action
n group pic.Just imagine 3 yrs ago i was trained at
shoplots for boeing but now airbus with complete facility.
AA does made me proud at times.
Very beautiful training school indeed....