a little trip.....

jetty at jesselton point.....

i've been quite buzy recently...well as alwayas didn't i....mum is back here in BKI with aunty and my cousin sister....so i planned this little trip to Manukan...which is just nearby BKI city.....that's a good thing for staying' in BKI...you don't have to travel far away to have some relaxation .....

a boat ride that takes about 20 minutes to reach to the island

i've been toManukan island a couple of times.... Manukan island is under Tunku Abdul Rahman Park....which is good as it is under protection....there's also two more islands nearby...Mamutik and Sapi....so you actually have three choices....you may stay there as they have small resorts that comes with restaurants as well....a perfect place if you don't have a long holiday and need to rest a bit.....

from far.... a view of jetty at Manukan island

the island itself is beautiful and the view is majestic.....especially if you wait for the sun set....on that day we just had a short daily trip which was nice...mum, aunty, cousin, erin, sasha and kalbu...enjoyed themselves very much.....we had a little picnic....with plenty of "kerepek" (chips) that we bought earlier at sunday market in Gaya street.....which off course a very famous place for tourist to visit...you can anything there ...from animals to plants and food too.....yepp... i know i didn't snap a photo at Gaya street market....perhaps next time....

fresh water fish...swimming around

you don't even have to snorkle or swim far away from the island to watch these beautiful fish....the fish will swim near to the beach....if it's a sunny day...you'll get to see more fish ...even Nemo.....UOLS know which Nemo i'm talking about....

walking path that gives you calmness and relaxation.....

and for my boys.....did i mentioned that you can get plenty of hot men walking or tanning on the beach....love it....there's plenty to choose from ...hehehehe...what's the point of a trip if you can't see what u like most eh??? i mean besides nature off course...

the Manukan island from far....

around 2 pm we all said goodbye to manukan...what a trip it was.....so the next time UOLS in Borneo ...give me a buzz....i'll bring u around....so you see i'm not about o**y all the time....which off course another favourite thing to do...heheh....bye for now....love UOLS

posh XXX

minus the fake tan.....i'm real...

he's cute....

i love that ex MTV Asia vj....he has BF..so, a ...no.. no... no...for us...is it???? to all the media and some people over there...LEAVE HIM ALONE !!! let him be what he is....

Ak first girl...got hitched.....

our girl got married....yay!!! she has been AirAsia's advertising face for years...and she's my batch girl....damm i didn't make it...was on stby that day..... congrats girl.....

Paris H For AK

Yes that IS Paris Hilton, and no, we didn't use PhotoShop for this!...................arghhhhh!!!!!

and.....

rain dengan gigih mengambil gambar di LCCT ..... ( the everly flawless rain taking pics of himself.......) matilah translation yg salah dan bercelaru!!!

though i was technically sick...flu and all yet i still work.....reason.... it was a simple flt, to send boeing to KUL and paxing on a/bus....a 3rd a/bus for BKI.... love it.....all brand new fleet.....more yaay!!! the not so good part was i had to suffer ... UOLS shld know how i felt to fly with flu...aarrrggghhhh ...damm that doctor ... he said i shld recover very fast and it's ok for me to work..... like errr hello i'm flying not workin' in an office kay.....the other not so good part was.... arrived in KUL at 1930 but had to wait 'till 2200 for a/bus to arrive frm god knows where....so while waiting i snapped some pics and yess gossiping.....alot!!! so there u go...that day i arrived in BKI 30 mins past midnite..... looking pale and all......me off course..... i'm gonna die...alone.....aaaarrrggghhhhh!!!!! what to do rite??? single people ..... huh !!! not that i'm being choosy and all ...but i haven't found the right one.....so most of the time i settled for MR Right Now !!!..... okies....what a biatch !!! ( mati lah meyundelkan diri sendiri lagi )

ok bye....nak g brunch then flt MFM..... "ker wei cheng ke" ...mandarin ( konon......as if....... )

bring my life back....

decision made...i'm bringing my baby to Borneo...in April okies.......below my entry in Malay......

mak bosan anak2 ayam sekelian...mak dah buat keputusan nak bawak buah hati mak datang ke Borneo nie..... senang nak melac....hahahah ingat memula nak beli kereta baru tapi rasanya biarlah bawak buah hati i jer datang sini.... rindu ngan my baby...cuma dok bagi nafkah jer....800 sebulan UOLS.....so watch out BKI diva is here to stay....motif tak nak balik KUL ker??? hahahaha.....

will this make u feel better ????

ok i'm still sick...a scandal called me askin me how am i doin'.... off course not......

he couldn't come to visit me as he was about to leave to KUL for some work.... or another orgy perhaps ??? he said that he would sent me somethin' to make me feel a lot better..... and here are the pics..... he said s** always make me feel better... motive ???

it's raining on me .....

i'm like feeling under the weather right now.....as a matter of fact it has been for the past three days..... it's all no good for me especially with my bz schedule this week..... no u guys it's all work kayy not the other kind a bzness.... what i need now is a B12 shot...just like the one that Justin had.... the minus for point for me ...there's no Madonna around and i'm a no no Justin....
In case if u lots don't know what's a B12..it's a shot to make u feel better... no no no nothing to do with crack..... "crack is whack".....( no Whitney or Britney here) By now u all must have heard or watched that Madonna our Queen has been inducted into Rock n Roll hall of fame...for her 25 yrs of contribution in music..... where u guys might get the idea of that B12 shot.....
it's like i'm feeling all down and there's no bf arnd to cuddle and all.....so feeling really really bad right now .... flu and all.... my everly bz schedule has taken a toll on me....so yesss u may send me all the fresh flowers in the world to make me feel better....would u ???
definetly........ not !!!!!!!!!!!!! so how u guys been doin' ?? as i've seen some of ur blogs are without new entries..... no name mentioned kayyy....
so me signing off now....and yess gonna drink plenty of water and take the much needed sleep....

posh
plus the flu....

Tok Mun updates.....

End of Campaign
According to Osh who just returned from Kuala Terengganu, a few anonymous donors have stepped in to alleviate Tok Mun's financial burden. Financial contributions are no longer necessary. Thank you for all your support.

Just to prove that Tok Mun's is not abt money at all , it's all about her rights as a citizen....
and she fights for it .... a lesson for us all....

let's fight poverty .....

"Some people came to my house and advised me to pull out because of my age," she said. "But I told them that I will stay to the end. I know I am old and not wealthy, but I won't pull out."

elctions...all done now...what's left ??? parties that have won to work as promised...my hopes ...for them to fight poverty and give better education for younger generation....speaking of poverty, i've found this interesting article abt Tok Mun...eldest candidate in the recent elections (thanks Marina for the article )

well..Tok Mun lost in the elections but her spirits stays and captured my heart....hope it will capture yours as well....some of us might be thinking...why an old grandma wanted to contest???
my answer is simple....she wanted to give poor people hopes and a fight !!!
imagine she herself is poor yet has a heart of fighting for her and others fight....she might feels that the rulling party have not done enough for her and others like her....she may feel neglected...so she decided to fight on her own......well off course she had young people backing her up with blogs, campaigning and all.... but her courage should make us all realised that we must fight for own rights and stand for it.....these young people from different races should be applauded and praised .... is situation that bad until and old grandma decides to fight on her own ??? since she lost, she need our assistance to cover her expanses during the elections.... she needs abt RM15k... not much actually if i can get 1500 readers to donate RM 10 each..... why shld we do this??? simple .. respect her courage and give hopes for people like her.... so all i'm asking here for UOLS to give that RM 10 of yours to her good deeds.... which i'm sure we can easily spent on fast food or pre-paid top up .... please go to her blog for details on how to donate....

back on poverty.... i've been here in sabah for more than a year now.... and have seen many cases where poverty "does it best"... there are lots of students not able to continue their studied due to poverty... these are smart kids and for that they've been offered to continue studies at local university yet they can't afford...though with government loan and so on they still need a little help to kick start their steps to university... i've seen it !!! i've talked to them ... they did stay at my housing area for couple of months due to their intensive English programme ( while waiting for their STPM results and offers from local university) quite a number of them been offered to continue their studies yet had no choice to go back home and get a job..... they are young and smart and should have be given options ..better options in life..... u really have to see how poor they are.... some of the students that stay at my housing area are currently studying at local college yet still facing the same problem.... their studies loan is yet to be approved...( might be because of the college registration problem with the government ) many of them had to return home as well.... does a loan take more than a year to be approved... i don't think so !!! why this college is allowed to be operated in the first place......???

BN won big time ... led by Dato Musa Aman....people here loves him..and yess i've been doin' my own survey... we hope that he would continue to fight poverty in sabah or give these young kids a chance for better education....at higher level off course and not just SPM !!!

whatever it is...poverty still here and i'm ending this note with hopes that all political parties do as what have been promised .... forgets about who gets which project.... can YOU ???

posh
not about fashion all the time
Madonna did it for Malawi so i'm doin' it for my people....

watch it till the end !!!

this could have won her best video at the MTV video awards....The original american life.....the Queen has a point here....

don't know why???

i think i love to pick up a fight with someone that i love....my ex that is....don't know why ??? always pick up a fight with him when the fact that it's all over for us and we are good as frens rather than lovers....i even fight with him online....imagine that...everytime after a fight i would feel so bad.... yet i keep doing doing it over and over again.... the fact that it is more than a year now....yet still.....it haunts me from time to time.... Do we pick up fights with the one we love?? is it on our genes??? wish i could explain.... i always look at the uglier side of the relationship rather than the brighter side of it...why??? why can't some of us moved on after our relationships ended....??? why some us can ??? easily..... maybe i should stop contacting or being enemy with him is better for both parties.... can u be frens with ur X ???

here is somethin for us to look at:-

So, you're nursing a broken heart? What you have to remember is that you can get through it. Ask around and you'll find that loads of people you know have had their hearts broken. Most of them are OK now. And one day you'll be OK too. Better than that you'll be fine. But right now, it's hard to believe that.

First love
Getting over your first love is incredibly difficult. This is because we all think our first, real, wonderful, romantic love will last forever. Funnily enough, we don't look at our friends and their early relationships and think that they will last forever. And we know statistically that most people do not fall in love at 17 or thereabouts and stay with that person for life. But knowing these things does not seem to stop us from feeling that our particular first love is golden and timeless and unlike any other. So when it ends it's shattering.
The only comfort is that this romance has shown you how much love you have to give. And people with love to give are attractive individuals that others are drawn to. One day, you'll look back at your first love and realise that it was a great dress rehearsal for subsequent relationships. But you're unlikely to feel that right now.

Treat yourself gently
You can feel so 'knocked' after your heart is broken that you feel seriously ill, or as if you've been in a car crash. So, treat yourself as if you are recovering from a bad illness or a road traffic accident. Let other people care for you, too. Get as much sleep as possible. Eat lovely foods. Convalesce. And allow yourself to cry - even if you're a bloke. It's horrible at the time, but you'll feel better afterwards. All in all, take life gently - you've had a shock, and your mind and body need time to get over it.

Pep up your social life
Your friends will help you get over it. Soon, they'll be asking you to come out in a group to the cinema or the pub or whatever. At first you won't be in the mood, but soon you'll realize that there are some bonuses to being single again. In fact, you'll find that this is a good time to do stuff that you didn't do with your ex. So now you can go to the sorts of films that you like, or you can listen to your type of music, or go on your type of holiday.

Look back to look forwards
Once you're over the stage of feeling shocked and ill, try to look back at your relationship as it really was, not through the rose-tinted spectacles you've worn for so long.
Write a list of the things that you don't miss about your ex. At first you'll be thinking that you loved everything about this person, but you didn't. What about those awful jokes, the rows, how you always had to make the arrangements if anything was to get done, the times when your ex put you down or made you feel stupid or how they didn't like your best mate? There are always elements to our past loves that weren't right, and this is a good time to focus on them.

Starting again
Sometimes when our hearts are broken we want to find someone new to love us as soon as possible. This is natural - but unwise. Your best bet is to embrace your single life wholeheartedly for six months or so. Obviously you may end up having sex with other people - but do make sure it's safe sex. However, your emotions are not going to settle for quite a while, so have fun, but don't go looking for anything else serious until you're happy without your ex. You'll know you're getting over your heartache when you can get through a whole day without thinking about them.
Christine Webber is a relationships advisor and the author of How To Mend A Broken Heart ....

(Hodder and Stoughton, £7.99).

SATC IS ALL BRAND NEW.....

as posted in starspotz......here's a new one..... I LOVE SAMANTHA !!!!

young not just at heart.....

Back in BKI where everything seems to be calmer than cosmo KUL....As usual, the first thing that i did when i came back frm KUL was to have a s** date....well it's not like that i didn't have any while i was in KUL but the boys and some men in BKI have been waiting for me as well....

i met brad( bukan nama sebenar n sorry for berangan ala2 dating ngan brad pitt), my usual guy that i so called dated S**ually....

I had few sessions with him before but only today, yess just now......i've found out that he has this problem to get it up down under......no wonder everytime we had it he would "strike while his iron is hot" because he seems to not able to keep it hard for long.....

His reason, " i'm getting older"...my answer to him " errr we have the same age"......i guess that being young is not just at heart but overall....i'm proud to say that though i'm 32 but everything else is still like boys....and don't i look like one ??? ( matilah berangan lagi di pagi hari)

So now i'm gonna tell u a secret to that.....be happy.....always looking for new things in life , keep discovering new and fun things in life....make ur life excited....boy...i'm so glad that my breakdown is all over....just like MC ( mariah carey uols)

The day u stop havin' fun with ur life is the day u'll die......

ok...ok..ok....enuff with the mantra things.....nothing much in BKI these few days as it has been raining non stop......well by now it should be a hot season in BKI but it's raining all over.....

no complaint though.....

I'm ending this note with questions, " would u date a guy with a problem down under"? and the fact date u really like him......" isn't S** is the most important in m2m relationship"?

i love them all...

posh xxx

as ever

or is it the "sam jones" in me has returned"???

elections time....

The more i tried to avoid the upcoming elections; the more i got into it.....simple, mum not coming to my house this March 8th ( elections day if u have forgotten), a friend is afraid that no one will come to her wedding ( elections day again unless if u r stayin at mount Kinabalu) and another friend running away to some other country due to.......( u shld know by now)....elections...

I've been goin' out with a lot of frens lately but all of our conversation would ended up on elections.....errrrr yeah... again... I've always been asked; " which side r u in ?....my answer would be " undi adalah rahsia" and just like Dato Siti Nurhaliza "biarlah rahsia" ( does she vote anyway?? as i've read a blogger article on Dato Siti whom registered as voter but never vote) whatever !!! now back to my story..... My actual answer is very much similar with Marina Mahathir. She wrote tis on her blog, " For one thing, I'm not even an UMNO member, never have been, never will be. And in case anyone gets too excited, I have no interest in joining any other political party either. I just have this thing against political parties; they all have a tendency to be a bit like organised religions where dissent is not tolerated and dissenters condemned to hell.So I don't represent anyone except myself "..... and that is my answer to u lots as well...just go to her blog and read more.....

My mum off course will always support U.M.N.O. as she said that it's her way of sayin' thank you....she was born in 1940's and uols shld know how was her life back then...wars and all.... i totally agree with her but for our generation we seek for more, another meaning of independence and a totally different fights.....

Just exercise ur rights the right way......

Posh for PEACE.....

Fan of DR M ...

xxx