am......

doing the same thing to myself again.....
bored...tired.....
feel so sick....
that's all.....

the day i .....

After years of waiting….I’ve finally……watched SEX AND THE CITY!!!! THE MOVIE that is…..after numerous visits to local DVD shop, I’ve finally got the copy….
Some of you might be questioning, why DVD…???? SATC on DVD so soon????
Well…the fact that on this side of the world…..the movie comes late…’cause of censorship and all.....the pain of waiting as I may describe it as removal of a tumor….yeah…that bad … and the verdict is brilliant…simply brilliant…..

There are a few moment in this movie in which I can never forget….
The part where Charlotte said “NO” to Big….imagine that sweet Charlotte being angry…..
The part where Samantha decided to leave Smith as she wanted her life back….accepting whom she really is…..well she did put on some weight while having a relationship ….that is so so me…when I was with my X..Jeff…I’ve denied whom I really was…..and those kilos that I’ve putted on…..I’ve finally loose all the kilos after my relationship with Jeff ended…. I was on a good term with my X just like her …and Samantha got herself a puppy and I’ve just got a cat…Dodi……I’m so so so Sam Jones……I LOVE HER….character off course….and yess that hot neighbour of Samantha’s…..yummy….

And who could ever forgot the part where Big proposed to Carrie with a pair of Manalos…..and those wedding dresses…Vera Wang and all……brilliant…..

And she’s on Vogue……

Which off course all and all…I miss all of my dear friends…can’t wait for my Melbourne trip…..in October…I’m counting the days u guys!!!

I may not be watching it they way I’ve planned but…I did it…on my own….

To be précised, laying naked on my bed …watch it on my lappy….
My house here in KUL is still not furnished yet UOLS….

To those of u whom have yet to watch it…I say give it a go….
For the fans….find your moment in there….perhaps a little reference to your future self….

POSH….sounds like a sequel…..

like do i care?????

They say jealousy can kill at times but I say the hell with it. It has been more than two months now since I was promoted to this new post. Yesterday I got this sms from one of this senior leading crew; “I know all about you when you first started to fly”. I was like; “what the f**k”, if you know all about me it was all good. For u lots out there….who off course may not know me personally…. For the past five years I was with the company, there were many occasions where I had to work on my off days, sacrificed my annual leave, had very, very minimum amount of medical leave and without forgetting the fact that I even sacrificed my relationship. I don’t usually pay attention to what people say but this time it really gets to my nerves. Well the main reason for this particular leading crew not happy was the fact that she failed her safety check onboard which off course was done by the safety department and not me….all I did was, photocopied the e-mail and kept it in the crew personal file. My only reply was “noted and printed”, and she was not happy it…..like duh !!!!!
All I could say was, she wants my job. If she wanted it so much, why she never applied for it? ....maybe she had too many safety exams failure to even be considered for the post…..Well people and their jealousy…what can I do? My message to her is this, NO MATTER WHAT YOU THINK OR SAY IT’S NOT GONNA MAKE ME GIVING UP, I’M HERE AND I’M GONNA STAY…and THAT’S ALL.
Do we Malays ever change?

Posh
Whatever!!!!!

i'm totally back....

first i went out with my ex...for late lunch...and OULS know what happened next...

hahah i did it again....yeah yeah we miss each other...but that was it....

nice to revisit but not stayin' hahaha......so so glad.....

Jett must be laughing by now......hahahaha

Yess ...i'm so glad that me and my X...remain friends..and the fact that to date we still care for each other...... we both don't intend to revisit our past and we both know that we are good as friends rather than lovers.....gosh and to top it up...i had another date with someone else that nite.....hellooo!!!! Samantha......

Yess....my X bought me this poster of Madonna from AMS...some "Victoria don't tell nobody" from LAX and yess a pouch from BKK...after all these years he still understands what i like.....so that good old years when we were together can't never be forgotten......

We both moved on but not forgetting......

POSH

as it is.....

what's next.....???

after a while...been doin' this new job...i don't think i've done enough ....for the team...i've been doin' things...but i don't think i've done a good one...yes ...plenty of room for improvement but...i wanna be the best that they can rely too....OMG....
I've been thinking about leave lately...a gateway...bali or bangkok perhaps....DPS or BKK...hmmm yess my late holiday for the year will be OOL to MEL...gold coast to melbourne that is...with the gang...gosh...can't wait at all....
gosh...and another thing...i 'been tired mentally lately...imagine...came back from work around 1700 then proceed to sleep until 0550 the next morning...been so tired..the best part i've been loosing weight ...yayay!!!!posh is all back y'all....suddenly....so what's up with UOLS????

Posh
as ever xxx