Sex and The City 2 trailer .....

Sex and the City 2 in HD

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... and my life is suddenly beautiful again, SATC 2 ...can't wait !!!

B lister ...

RIP

faster kill the pussycat

By know some of you might have heard the news that Brittany Murphy is now resting in peace. She's a B lister that almost made it as an A lister .... as an actress... some of us might remembered her roles in movies like Clueless and another one in which i couldn't remember the tittle(with Dakota Fanning) ...oh it's Uptown Girls

She's only 32, which should be a reminder to all of us in the 30's that we better be happy for as long as we can as life is really short ... really people... you never know when the time comes ... not even Mdm Zora your fortune teller .....

posh:- browsing through catalog of LV and Gucci ...talk about making myself happy... bonus ???

and i'm so bored .....

three guys from the last story on Phobia part 2 ... cute ehhh

why lah a cute guy like this ended up as ghost in the 1st story of Phobia part 2

Thought that he's Korean but he's actually Thai in a Korean boy band

cute ehhhh.....

a bit happy lah since i'll be back flying .... happy happy ... but no final word from my boss yet... hahah wish me luck guys ... i should be up there....

call it what u want!!

this photo has nothing to do with the fuck i was talking about here ...just to keep you guys entertained.... !!! Go SUJU !!!!

i'm so not in the mood these days... must be one of my PMS days... hell, i don't even know what PMS stands for!!! i'm in this position where i have to make decision... you guys have been reading my blogs for the last 5 yrs... (wow 5 yrs !!! 5 fucking yrs) ... should know by now that i hate making decision.. the question is to fly or stay in the office ? boss said that i should give another go at my current position but i told her that people stops trying after a year and a half in the same position... guess that it's not hard to decide when to be top or bottom when doing you know what ??? hahaha .....as long as you are HARD !!!

At the same time, i was thinking of leaving as in resign and start fresh somewhere.... i'm bad at keeping any kind of relationships ... not a committed guy... but i say after 6 years with the same company ... why not??? but this time it's gonna be far far away ... no lah not Never Neverland you fools.... !!!!

Fuck!!! big time !!! i hate doing this ... making decision... hey, i love the company, the team but the situations, the things around me seems to be negative.... you guys... it's not about money rite?? ( trying to sound smart and non material oriented here which is a lie ) hahaha whatever !!! sometimes i think i've been doing a good job but sometimes i don't... is this normal ... well not according to me ....

So today i'm gonna apply that job overseas and see how it goes from there ... hey i've just made up my mind hence a decision..LOL!!!!

Please stay tuned on this blog for more drama... must be better than Kim Kardashian show or Paris H show and whatever show lah .... so i'm off for now...

have so many things to follow up but haven't done anything lah !!!! how ler ??? go to hell then !!!!

OMFG... that's oh my fucking god..... i'm so in my war mode still....!!!!

my POP !!!

The Wonder Girls... they even toured in the states with The Jonas Brothers

2NE1....

BIG bang !!! the one with the cap is so so cute !!!!

Super Junior, yess 13 of them and they even have sub groups like Super Junior M... better known as SUJU ....

The Girls Generation ...

ok by now you guys surely know that I've always been about pop!!! lately I've been crazy about K-POP or Korean pop scene... during my school days was so much into J-POP of the Japanese pop music... catchy pop tunes, cute faces and off course the dance moves.... the are essentials ingredients of a pop group... Malaysia has none... well used to have group like Feminin ... long long time a go .... music is all about fun .... get to know these group ... though i don't know a word of Korean or Japanese.. hehehe i do enjoy them ......

posh:- sometimes refused to grow up !!!!

is there a love life at 30?

what KL needs is this, an open concert arena between malls...

city of life and it is ...

another usual scene in BKK...

my only regret, couldn't get a ticket for the SUJU concert...super junior lah !!! ...

I've just returned from the city of life which was Bangkok. It was supposed to be soul searching trip yet I've failed again. I was there all alone by myself. To search me again, to search for what i wanna do in life....

Bangkok as always, is an amazing city. During the trip I've managed to catch up with some old friends and met some new ones as well. Something was not right, i ended my trip earlier and headed back to KL. I have another week to go before heading back to the office.

One thing that i have in my mind is, for how long do i wanna be single. I've been single for more than 3 years. This has been the longest that I've stayed single. Will a person in the 30's find a love. Being in a typical gay surroundings, seems like impossible to find love if you don't have the body to die for or super duper rich. I'm just an average guy, with an average looks and a career.

Seems like nobody wanted an average gay, you ought to be trendy and super fit to have one bf. Is this is true? or has my expectations gone high as i grow older? Have i been very choosy in finding partner? Is it because of my two break-ups resulted me being more careful when choosing partner or lover or whatever you guys call it....

I have this question, will i ended up alone and being one of those pathetic old gay man? i surely do hope NOT!!!

As for now, I'll do my best to look for that special someone. Will i ever get one? Is there anyone out there who are still looking for real unconditional love?

Too many questions I've asked in which i don't have the answers for and neither you guys have the answer for it. Is this another break down? hope not, been through it and it was all in the past.

posh; guess that time will tell...