call it what u want!!

this photo has nothing to do with the fuck i was talking about here ...just to keep you guys entertained.... !!! Go SUJU !!!!

i'm so not in the mood these days... must be one of my PMS days... hell, i don't even know what PMS stands for!!! i'm in this position where i have to make decision... you guys have been reading my blogs for the last 5 yrs... (wow 5 yrs !!! 5 fucking yrs) ... should know by now that i hate making decision.. the question is to fly or stay in the office ? boss said that i should give another go at my current position but i told her that people stops trying after a year and a half in the same position... guess that it's not hard to decide when to be top or bottom when doing you know what ??? hahaha .....as long as you are HARD !!!

At the same time, i was thinking of leaving as in resign and start fresh somewhere.... i'm bad at keeping any kind of relationships ... not a committed guy... but i say after 6 years with the same company ... why not??? but this time it's gonna be far far away ... no lah not Never Neverland you fools.... !!!!

Fuck!!! big time !!! i hate doing this ... making decision... hey, i love the company, the team but the situations, the things around me seems to be negative.... you guys... it's not about money rite?? ( trying to sound smart and non material oriented here which is a lie ) hahaha whatever !!! sometimes i think i've been doing a good job but sometimes i don't... is this normal ... well not according to me ....

So today i'm gonna apply that job overseas and see how it goes from there ... hey i've just made up my mind hence a decision..LOL!!!!

Please stay tuned on this blog for more drama... must be better than Kim Kardashian show or Paris H show and whatever show lah .... so i'm off for now...

have so many things to follow up but haven't done anything lah !!!! how ler ??? go to hell then !!!!

OMFG... that's oh my fucking god..... i'm so in my war mode still....!!!!