updates.....

Many things has surely happened over the past few weeks.
My everly bz schedule, frens came back frm another continent.
My life upside down.Trying to juggle everything, not enuff rest
and......gosh i need a break frm all of these.
Since my personal life is on fire....time for promotion....
Work is great but tiring, life sucks...big time..yet ok lah...
Mett eddie yesterday for makan-makan...apa lagi nak buat bila off kan.
Pity him as he had to listen to all of my complaints.
Eejatt dah selamat balik home....yessss malaysia is the country
australia is the home...for him. Mine hopin to be NYC.
I hope to have my big break soon. I wanna move out frm here b4
i have another big break down....Give me a break i'm 30 n not
fabulous.....so birthday comin' soon......
waitin' ............ paris soon...............

Are u Ready 2 Jump?

watch it gewd...
not another review here...
anne hathaway next big thing in hollywood....
THAT'S ALL......

that "bus" class

ok...been kind of bz, as always...
Had airbus class last week n met some nice n experience
Mandala air crew.Met farain whom just back frm maternity
together with mama zuraini.ohhh yess picture attached ,
me with mandala crew, farain in door drill action
n group pic.Just imagine 3 yrs ago i was trained at
shoplots for boeing but now airbus with complete facility.
AA does made me proud at times.
Very beautiful training school indeed....

gambar kapal

ok, tadi masa transit lepak ngan othman (tiada dlm gambar...)
nampak cantik plak kapal ku.....

updates................

ok......banyak gambar kan...
hari nie teman tina n yati borong kasut n at the same
time sempat pulak pose hahahaha
banyak gambar kan .....tahlah tak ada apa plak nak cite....
ohhh yess yg pakai baju merah tu elsie , masa makan mc'd
after flight tadi.....yg rambut panjang tina n me. Yati yg
rambut pendek....ohh yess gambar yg bertiga tu masa kat melaka
ngan kamil skali.....Hari yg panjang, penat n happy.....hehehehe

S@# with an ex..............

Gosh this must be crazy.....how do you feel about having s@# with an ex.
Ok ...admit it...i did it....
This must be crazy....
Already had this break up over a week ago ... yet i still c him everyday...
He'll find reasons to c me... and me just being ok all the time...
Am i being too flexible here...
Gosh ... i guess being in n out of love for soooooooooooo many times has made me
a person without a "heart".
Is it? its like things that r not supposed to happen did happened.
Maybe that's what happened when u were with someone for such a long time.
Seeing each other has become a routine that you can never quit.
Is it too late to quit now? Its like addiction to cigarettes , favourite food and.....
When will this finally be over.....
At the moment i just gotta go with the flow... n just c what's gonna happen...
To be back together...........

On the other hand i've been making myself bz with a lot of frens.
I've been meeting eddie on weekly basis. Meeting sha who is currently having her
bf visiting from NYC..... wow that's kewl...n hot...

Oh yeah talking about work.... i flew with two gorgeous crew yrsterday... Naomi n Elsie...they were very nice n yes they r fun to be with. Just imagine doing TWU n KBR flights that took more than 8 hrs. phew.....n i'll be doing the same sectors again tomorrow. They were both hard working which was very very good...
Wish i had that same set of crew everyday...or at least close to that.

Hello! to those who think that preety people r lazy.
Going through this hard times( is it...)i've always encountered people that lifted me up and raised my spirit high. People that touches me....( no that fun kay ...)
not to mention people who inspires me....
Ok that's all about me me me....
whatever you do have fun n take thing as they come....

love Posh xxx

is there an age limit?

hmmm, how about turning 30, fat n single .....
does it sounds good to you?
well, that's a fact,for me at least...
Compared to last relationship failure that i had, this doesn't
seems to be hurtful....
It was a five years relationship....
and i'm still seeing him like we never break up....
Being frens with an ex has never been my thing.....
Gosh...is this a new age of breaking up?
Maybe i'm more prepared this time......
Whatever it's KL......i'm back...
Being single means, continue going to gym without failure.......
Get lots of new clothes........
Be seen again...a.k.a. goin out more often...
Hey... people i'm out frn the jungle...again....
macam happy pulak kan..........
I knoe this is a bad year for me in everything....
But for as long as i live ....will keep on fightin'

Merepek......ikut suka hati aku

hei people,

ok, ok ,..... i know i've talked abt this before but for FUCKIN LAST time i'm BORED !
apa nak buat bila cuti, tak ada activity. BF in AMS and enjoying the parade there. Cuti tak approve , kena mengamuk lagi kat rostering FAD nie. Tak dapat pergi kenduri kat Taiping on 19th nie. STRESS! ye ke. Esok stby 1 dah ada cuti changes dah, gie jbr n lgk...waaaaaaThen next day g chiang mai n then stby lagi......
stressssssssssssss................... apa lah kengkawan aku buat...
ADA KA PATUT MEMBUTA JA DUA HARI NIE....
aaargh......... dah gila...nasib baik crew akak ada steward hensem esok...hahahaha
Dua hari berturut-turut fly ngan dia....mmmmmmm
OK frens...don't worry no more scandal......nanti akak amik gambar kay...tapi nanti tunjuk kat kengkawan jer.....
Apalah aku merepek nie.....sebabkan akak merepek hari nie...so amik lah gambar nie.....
nie masa hari tu lepak ngan geng kat apa tah nama tempat tu....
ejat mesti makan hati kan.... tak cukup korumlah...nanti tunggu kau balik kay bye................................uwekkkkkkkkkkkkkkk wanna puke for myself now....
ok done.....

Is stability the end of fun? Is there a life after 30?

I bet that many of us want to have a stability, it could either be in life, love, money, career and ........When u have them all, does is mean u r no longer fun.Turning old at young age. Well me and couple of over 30 people still think we r young. R we? .....
when u have these things, what do you want next?
what ur next aim in life? some of us may think that we could make it much better in these areas. Put it this way, i just wanna hav a bf, cute one, a career, some money and vacations whenever i want.... just basic things in life. i've achieved that and i'm the kind of person whose just happy driving an aveo and live in a small house.
So what's next for me or the poeple like me. Some may consider that we might have a small appetite for success. Does it?
Well maybe i'm the kind of person who is afraid taking the next big step or the next big dream in life. Is dying while living is an acceptence?
many questions kept on coming towards me. Should i take the next big step in life or being stable at the current situation is all that i want. Something which is very confusing yet interesting....
Is there a life and a fun one after 30.
frens; don't suggest me to get married please.
Birthday is coming by December and hopefully i'll be able to answer my own questions.
It seems that evryone around me has things goin on around them. That keeps them goin' unlike me who has nothing to look foward to. Is it the end is near or have i not recovered from that breakdown. Will it ends or is this life?