Saturday, November 30, 2013

I'm still in pain ....
The fact that he's denying that the guy is Ken and even telling me that i got a wrong guy ...
Evidence on Path clearly shown that he is with that guy ....
Spending most time together and expressing feelings of being love in public
He totally ignore me, not contacting me and all ....
He clearly has moved on ... Why am I feeling this way ....
As much as I want him to be happy, I still miss him in my life ... A lot ....
Perhaps one day he will know how I feel inside .... He will know what I had to go through and how much it hurts ... I've never been hurt this way ..... Ever .....
Maybe god has plan for me but whatever the plan is, I felt that I couldn't continue anymore...
I wanna cry but I can't, I wann die but I have responsibilities .....
How to start work after this .... Why are you doing this to me... To hurt someone you love so much .... Someone whom you used to love and cared so much ... Someone whom you cannot live without ....
Kenapa? .......

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