sleeping..............

If i only i knew that Jesus was hot

why the tittle sleeping...i have no idea....i'm kind a bored now.....off for three days and today is my second day...i couldn't get my mind from work....thinking and thinking ....it was raining earlier....watching tv, browsing the net for some hot new guy, thinking about my upcoming trip to BKK with my X and many more ...

on the other hand i have some great news to share...about a week or so... my cat Zusha gave birth to 3 cute kittens... not quite sure what to call them yet...maybe i should take a photo of them..but not so soon as they are still breast feeding...maybe when they start running around i should take their photo....

Sean is sleeping downstairs and mum is watching telly...kind a cold tonite but not that cold as i live in the tropics...hehehehe....

London should be coming next month and i'll be going....hey that's good..it's about time the real Posh goes there as the other one is in LA..if you know what i mean...

I'm looking for a Blackberry at the moment to suit my new found fame...or work for that matter....searching for the right gadget at the right price...maybe tomorrow i'll be getting it... can't wait to strut that Anne Hathaway look from The Devil wears Prada....and off course i'll be holding my mocha to add to the look...minus the long coat off course....

ohhh well life goes on and time passes by and i'm still bored over here....maybe i'm so use to work and the craziness in my office...hahahaha

hey..let's talk about GAGA...Lady Gaga thatis... i love her....she's amazing...love her style...papapapapapa poker face...mamamamama

OK gotta go lads... maybe a glass of red wine will chill me up....hahaha

Posh....errrr

and if i knew....

mel, eric, rain, jett and eddie otherwise known as sporty, sin chan, posh, baby and scary...half drunk...

it has been a while since i last wrote to u lots. i've been everywhere...work wise off course...reason that i didn't write anything because there's nothing much happened in my life off late....work is work.... i'm still trying to adapt to this so called new work... i still prefer flying rather than to stay n sit in the office... the geod news is by march i'll be flying to London....yay!!!! march 11 to be precised on A340.... hey, besides my crazy work in the office, i've managed to squeeze some time to get my rating for A340.....hehehehe..... so now i'm A320,A330 and A340 rated.... i've kissed good bye to my B737 rating last month.... Boeing no longer around....in AK that is....

i've not been taking that many photographs as well... life really is full of tough decision this year....i did managed for one nite only gate away to Kota Kinabalu early this month... i miss the city...the frens... and all... back there...everything was calmed and relaxed....how i miss BKI dearly....Kota Kinabalu that is....there's something about BKI...am thinking of getting a house there and retiring one day...

KUL has been great as always...it's just that i don't have that much time to go to the city since i came back... my work has taken most of my time....not even having enough time to fling.......my life kind a sucks!!! not really bad but i've been thinking, how long can i live like this? eat, sleep, rest ...still thinking about work....hmmmmm

i don't care about how much money i have as my motto in live is simple and that is to be happy because i have only one life to live ....period....

hmmm ... Jett was in town and so are the rest of the SPICE boys..or men by now...we are all getting old.... MEL was even there..never thought that he would came back for our

gathering...the nite was full of fun as all of the SPICE boys were there.... it was a nite full of fun and laughter...just like the old days.... only we are getting "younger" and fatter....oooppsss....yeah i've been putting on that weight again... stress..so food is a comfort for me....

anyway...it's almost mid February of this 2009...i've decided to take things as it is..i'll try not to be control a control freak....in life and all... take things as it is....whatever will be will be...

i've got some pics taken by my frens during our get together to share with you lots.....

sorry for not being able to write that much anymore....but from time to time...i will..that's a promise....am planning for another trip in early april with my X Jeff to BKK... he's been bugging me so i will go...i need a break...really...sometimes i feel like i can't keep up with it anymore...i don't know why...my spirits can go really low at times....

huh!!! i know u lots will be asking about my love or scandal life and the answer is none...hahaha there you go....

so until we meet again byes and take care.....

POSH

really????

hello 2009

OOL 2008

OOL 2008

MELB 2008 december....

hmmm this should be my very first entry for 2009...

what i did today....went to KL city with Tina...met Edy ..

he accompanied me and Tina to get spme stuff ...

i did a bit of shopping...undies and a planner...

undies were on sale so i bought some...

from skin wear and private structure....

nice and sexy ...hahaha sort of...

thanks eddie ....

but i'm not gonna show u those undies as it is meant only

for private screening....hahahaha....duh!!!

hmmm no photos for the get together as i didn't bring my camera...

though i almost going to LV to get a wallet... guess i stick to my original plan

to get the wallet in OZ land....Perth or Melbourne or Gold Coast as it is a lot more

cheaper on that side of the world...hehehe....

my next plan is to get an i-phone in Bangkok next month....

and i shall accessories it with LV casing....haha...

so there you go.....

posh XXX

another year another chapter...same old me....

hmmm...MELB yet again....

sunnies and a T......

How Santa works....

me...Jett...on the street....

Christmas tree...errrr...hangin !!!

things will never be the same !!!

ok ...am finally back from MEL and OOL again....tired....!!!
seems like everyone been writing about things they have done and accomplished this year.

As you lots know, me and Sean is ovaaahhh!!! so it's mejah!!!!!!!

so i'm gonna show you lots all the happy pics when we were together...

I had another fight again with him lasy nite... i said things like; " just get out of my face".

The fact that i don't see him that much lately; makes me goes a bit nuts...

I was bz with office work and flying.... he was bz with games, games and games...

I missed all the times when we were together...

Not too long ago, i had came to a term with myself; I will be successfull in my career but a total failure in love department....it was not about people i've dated...it was all me...my fault.... So there you go, another year another broken heart.....

And yess, my recent Melb trip was short and fun...

met Jett...did a bit of shopping and shoes haunting...just like the days when we were young..in KL.... not that we are freakin old now.... i have some pics that i wanted to share with you lots...

Lookin back at 2008...it was all crazy ... was like forever at work.... working 24/7 back to back....being with great frens and family ....and many more.....

so much to tell but so little space.....to write off course...

what will it be in 2009... hmmm whatever will be ...will be....

it will be all about my not so new post and my never ending search of real LOVE....

will i ever get one????

posh

xxx

where is mr right? i'm tired of mr right now!!!!

halloooooo......

My hero Daniel Wu...

hey all...this is like a last minute blogging as i'm getting ready for MELB....yay!!!! finally...just a short stay but it's gonna be awesome....wonder if Jett is bz?
ohhh ya, the pic...hmmm that's the closest that i can get to see him naked....
check out his bushes...drool......
i have a date with edy ( my new man) on 24th after returning from MELB...he's now in SYDNEY.... hmmm a date on christmas eve....hahah lovely...
what? where's Sean? he's sleeping and snooring beside me now.... he has to send me to the a/port in a while..... hehehehe....
'till then love lots and take care...

posh xxx
pls be notti!!!

Christmas tree on a budget !!!

the fact that i don't have any plans for Christmas this year, makes me wonder???

last year i had dinner with mum in one of the restaurant in Kota Kinabalu... i don't know why but i'll always remember Kota Kinabalu when it comes to Christmas.... maybe the fact that a lot more people celebrate Christmas over there...

hmmm about this year I'm planning to cook and hopefully be calling some friends to come over for Christmas dinner...
ohhh mum is with me so that'll be great as i will have an assistant chef..hehehe
ohh Sean is here too.. should i get him a present as i'm so called not with him anymore...???
but hey we still sleep on the same bed...so i'll see how....

Razak on the other hand been asking me to go to Bali somewhere on 21st this month and my cousin been asking me as well to bring mum and aunt to Cameron highlands....
i might be going both...
and yess i can't wait for this year bonus as i'm planning to get myself a new plasma TV... yess i don't actually have a TV.... so as to complete my house with more stuff from IKEA... the furniture ..all done just some minor stuff to buy here n there...

life....my life is full of ups and a bit only downside this year...otherwise i'm happy but i still wanna fly back....wouldn't it be nice to spend Christmas overseas this year...ahhhhhh

back to the subject of being attached... i have a live in partner but not really my BF not even BFF.... i'm still having that heart problem...guess i can only love myself..... though i'm not really with Sean but it's good to have him around, to chat, argue and i he gives good comments every time i cooked. hahahha so there you...go.....

until then have a great Christmas everyone...

p/s :- i hate meeting this coming Thursday....

Just VB

Looking for new material for you guys...
I'm sure you guys love YouTube..so do i...
here is a clip featuring VB on Ugly Betty...
as one viewer commented : "I think she's really funny. I mean she's making fun of herself and it takes a secure woman to do that. I love her!" - ZazzWay (YouTuber)

more drinks....

horsie; "OMG it's Scary Spice run......."

errr... i just thought that this pic is beautiful...

smile..... rain; " what smile?"

so Mariah....

"i'm not drunk"; Sherry in her later press statement....

okay...jump!!!

mmmm..... what can i say here..errr nothing !!!

colgate smile....

pity that boy....he's running from us...scared i guess...hehehehe

boyfriends come and go but friendship never ends .... so Spice Girls....

poser !!!...hehehehe

the gang....

the whole lot.....

cheers....errr more drinks huh!!!

it was Jett's birthday...big 30 ...OOoooppppssss....

declan....." errr.... i want that bottle for myself...."

and getting ready...to sit....

party in the park..... hills..

the view.....so refreshing...ciggies please...zig a zig ahhhhh

need a ride....anyone ????

the fact that i've taken too many pics during the trip....but here are the best ones....

i love the wine...the place that we went was an hour an a half driving from Melbourne...
don't even remember the name of the place...too much wine i guess!!!

i love it there ... lots.... wanna go there again... soon i guess....

drinking session at Jett's place..in Melb...

the ladies...eugene, daniel and jett

me and fiona....

lovely.....watch the hands!!!

me and...maiea....( is that the right spelling of his name???)maea...that is after being corrected by jett....hehehehe

the gang....more vodka anyone???

me and.....gosh i'm forgetting people's name again....!!! andy that is...thanks jett...

me and daniel....

yay!!! more drinks after the winery....

ok...i have to admit that i keep forgetting people's name...sorry guys....!!!

and more pics....

Gold Coast.....

beautiful and sunny day....let's go to the beach....

errrr...don't know who...but they are hot...rite???

tea time at Versace.....

classy!!!....tea set ...

eating out....

where was this taken???

ahhh....somewhere in Melbourne too....can't remember where!!!

from my friend apartment's balcony...

me, jett and sherry...

ok....i'm trying to make it up to you lots....

i've not been writing that much these days....hmmm

as i've promised, here are more pics in which i've taken during

my recent trip to Perth, Brisbane, Gold Coast and Melbourne....all Aussie....

the one that i've enjoyed, off course my trip in Melbourne in which i've spent about a week or so there..... many great pictures with lots of drama...have fun u guys...
so where have you guys been recently...