will it be forever....

Off late I've been very happy with my personal life.. you guys should know why ?

That special someone been making me happy ... though it's complicated ...

I've finally got to say that I'll be heading to Songkran in BKK this year ... it's a water festival and all about partying on the street ... can't wait ... you guys know that i've almost cancelled this trip as my X decided to bring his scandal a.k.a. his F.B. with him... so so pissed off with him...

But I've changed my mind... that special someone is coming with me ... so it's a CELEBRATION !!! ( sing it like Madonna baby )... no more loneliness during Songkran...

Ohhh yess.. tomorrow I'll be flying as an operating crew to CGK and PEN .... haha nice one... it has been a while since i last operated as a Purser on the A 320 aircraft. So i'll be looking forward to it....

On the 7th of April I'll be heading to STN over in London ... It has been a year now since my last trip.. nervous but can't wait ... shopping shopping shopping ... POSH @ VUITTON, isn't it a fashion match in heaven ... ?

wish me all the best and plenty of happiness in life guys ... please baby please ...

POSH;- I'm off to bed now ... and to LAILA welcome to the world of Bloggers....

and i say ....

ok..finally i wanna say something about my status... so i'm answering almost all of your questions...

am i single?

yes, ' cause i'm not REALLY attached with anyone...

am i seeing someone?

yes, a few of them....

why?

'cause i haven't get what i want, which is "the can't live without kind of love"...

who are they?

3 of them actually...

names ?

can't tell...my best friends know who they are..

are you still staying with one of them?

yes....

who do you love most?

the one that is not staying with me and very much makes me smile every time...

so you see to explain is really difficult... i do hope that i have answered some of your questions. Yes, i will settle down when i have the not so complicated kind of relationship. I'm happy for now.... very very happy... it's not easy being me though people see me as a non committed guy. I have a big heart for LOVE but i'm just being careful with it ... and i know that i'm not getting any younger ....

As Micheal Bubble' said, haven't met you yet !!!

and the story goes something like this....

well ... back to work... and life seems to be great...at least for now...enjoying my skinny jeans, new shirts and all which is off course the results from being shopping a lot !!! plus i've been losing all that fat again ....am happy but i just can't describe it... maybe i'm getting older but not wiser .... everything seems to be in control and in place for now but not quite sure for how long .... for once in a very, very, very long time, i've felt that i'm back on track ... back in my life...

ohhh... i'll be having 6 days leave soon so i'm gonna go back to Penang and perhaps another short trip to Bangkok .... i know AGAIN !!! and he's coming with me .... not telling you guys who is this new guy but i'm happy ... not my bf ... may never be my bf.... knowing me... but i'm HAPPY !!!

so there you... a little bit of this and that... have a great weekend guys >>>>>

party !!!

nichkhun

nichkhun

nichkhun again !!!

i'm so in the mood for party... been partying in BKK almost every week.... phew... BKK is so call my rehab place.. my hideout .. from everything else...pop music...k-pop... clubs there do play these kind of music... which is off course my favourite ... love it love it... and the thai ice coffee... just about everything in BKK... just don't get me wrong people.. i won't be changing my citizenship.. not just yet !!! am heading to BKK again at the end of February ... so if you wanna join me, you're mostly welcome ... BKK is not about GOGO boys... or just fun... it's the culture and the people... and yes i do have special friends there... need not elaborate rite?

work as usual busy busy busy ... BKK seems to be doing me good as in my state of happiness... well used to be BALI then KOTA KINABALU ... now it's all about ... MBK, PARAGON and everything in you know where? i even watched movie there. it's like "balik kampung" or going back to my hometown.... i hope that i'll be this happy forever... well nothing last forever... not even the SPICE GIRLS ... hehehe

ohhh yeah photos from BKK, not much taken as i've been enjoying myself rather than taking picture... maybe will be sharing with you people next time... hahaha....

so that's all people... better be back to work... catch with you again next time...

posh as ever in my skinny jeans...

and it's the end of January....

hi all, it has been a while since i last posted something here... so how's your new year so far ? mine is all the same .. work bz as usual but there's not much for me to write about ... be leaving to BKK again this 29th January for another short trip and party !!! not really ... more or less like a rehab ... i need it every now and then ...

it's 3 am now and i'm about to go to work .... slept the whole day and now awake the whole night..have no idea what time zone i'm in ...must be the twilight zone....

ohhh... just hoping that i'll be coming back with some hot stuff/story to share ... 'till then tata ....

posh:- am getting that Gucci bag n LV at the same time.... BONUS !!!

Sex and The City 2 trailer .....

Sex and the City 2 in HD

Trailer Park | MySpace Video

... and my life is suddenly beautiful again, SATC 2 ...can't wait !!!

B lister ...

RIP

faster kill the pussycat

By know some of you might have heard the news that Brittany Murphy is now resting in peace. She's a B lister that almost made it as an A lister .... as an actress... some of us might remembered her roles in movies like Clueless and another one in which i couldn't remember the tittle(with Dakota Fanning) ...oh it's Uptown Girls

She's only 32, which should be a reminder to all of us in the 30's that we better be happy for as long as we can as life is really short ... really people... you never know when the time comes ... not even Mdm Zora your fortune teller .....

posh:- browsing through catalog of LV and Gucci ...talk about making myself happy... bonus ???

and i'm so bored .....

three guys from the last story on Phobia part 2 ... cute ehhh

why lah a cute guy like this ended up as ghost in the 1st story of Phobia part 2

Thought that he's Korean but he's actually Thai in a Korean boy band

cute ehhhh.....

a bit happy lah since i'll be back flying .... happy happy ... but no final word from my boss yet... hahah wish me luck guys ... i should be up there....

call it what u want!!

this photo has nothing to do with the fuck i was talking about here ...just to keep you guys entertained.... !!! Go SUJU !!!!

i'm so not in the mood these days... must be one of my PMS days... hell, i don't even know what PMS stands for!!! i'm in this position where i have to make decision... you guys have been reading my blogs for the last 5 yrs... (wow 5 yrs !!! 5 fucking yrs) ... should know by now that i hate making decision.. the question is to fly or stay in the office ? boss said that i should give another go at my current position but i told her that people stops trying after a year and a half in the same position... guess that it's not hard to decide when to be top or bottom when doing you know what ??? hahaha .....as long as you are HARD !!!

At the same time, i was thinking of leaving as in resign and start fresh somewhere.... i'm bad at keeping any kind of relationships ... not a committed guy... but i say after 6 years with the same company ... why not??? but this time it's gonna be far far away ... no lah not Never Neverland you fools.... !!!!

Fuck!!! big time !!! i hate doing this ... making decision... hey, i love the company, the team but the situations, the things around me seems to be negative.... you guys... it's not about money rite?? ( trying to sound smart and non material oriented here which is a lie ) hahaha whatever !!! sometimes i think i've been doing a good job but sometimes i don't... is this normal ... well not according to me ....

So today i'm gonna apply that job overseas and see how it goes from there ... hey i've just made up my mind hence a decision..LOL!!!!

Please stay tuned on this blog for more drama... must be better than Kim Kardashian show or Paris H show and whatever show lah .... so i'm off for now...

have so many things to follow up but haven't done anything lah !!!! how ler ??? go to hell then !!!!

OMFG... that's oh my fucking god..... i'm so in my war mode still....!!!!

my POP !!!

The Wonder Girls... they even toured in the states with The Jonas Brothers

2NE1....

BIG bang !!! the one with the cap is so so cute !!!!

Super Junior, yess 13 of them and they even have sub groups like Super Junior M... better known as SUJU ....

The Girls Generation ...

ok by now you guys surely know that I've always been about pop!!! lately I've been crazy about K-POP or Korean pop scene... during my school days was so much into J-POP of the Japanese pop music... catchy pop tunes, cute faces and off course the dance moves.... the are essentials ingredients of a pop group... Malaysia has none... well used to have group like Feminin ... long long time a go .... music is all about fun .... get to know these group ... though i don't know a word of Korean or Japanese.. hehehe i do enjoy them ......

posh:- sometimes refused to grow up !!!!