Sex and The City 2 trailer .....

Sex and the City 2 in HD

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... and my life is suddenly beautiful again, SATC 2 ...can't wait !!!

B lister ...

RIP

faster kill the pussycat

By know some of you might have heard the news that Brittany Murphy is now resting in peace. She's a B lister that almost made it as an A lister .... as an actress... some of us might remembered her roles in movies like Clueless and another one in which i couldn't remember the tittle(with Dakota Fanning) ...oh it's Uptown Girls

She's only 32, which should be a reminder to all of us in the 30's that we better be happy for as long as we can as life is really short ... really people... you never know when the time comes ... not even Mdm Zora your fortune teller .....

posh:- browsing through catalog of LV and Gucci ...talk about making myself happy... bonus ???

and i'm so bored .....

three guys from the last story on Phobia part 2 ... cute ehhh

why lah a cute guy like this ended up as ghost in the 1st story of Phobia part 2

Thought that he's Korean but he's actually Thai in a Korean boy band

cute ehhhh.....

a bit happy lah since i'll be back flying .... happy happy ... but no final word from my boss yet... hahah wish me luck guys ... i should be up there....

call it what u want!!

this photo has nothing to do with the fuck i was talking about here ...just to keep you guys entertained.... !!! Go SUJU !!!!

i'm so not in the mood these days... must be one of my PMS days... hell, i don't even know what PMS stands for!!! i'm in this position where i have to make decision... you guys have been reading my blogs for the last 5 yrs... (wow 5 yrs !!! 5 fucking yrs) ... should know by now that i hate making decision.. the question is to fly or stay in the office ? boss said that i should give another go at my current position but i told her that people stops trying after a year and a half in the same position... guess that it's not hard to decide when to be top or bottom when doing you know what ??? hahaha .....as long as you are HARD !!!

At the same time, i was thinking of leaving as in resign and start fresh somewhere.... i'm bad at keeping any kind of relationships ... not a committed guy... but i say after 6 years with the same company ... why not??? but this time it's gonna be far far away ... no lah not Never Neverland you fools.... !!!!

Fuck!!! big time !!! i hate doing this ... making decision... hey, i love the company, the team but the situations, the things around me seems to be negative.... you guys... it's not about money rite?? ( trying to sound smart and non material oriented here which is a lie ) hahaha whatever !!! sometimes i think i've been doing a good job but sometimes i don't... is this normal ... well not according to me ....

So today i'm gonna apply that job overseas and see how it goes from there ... hey i've just made up my mind hence a decision..LOL!!!!

Please stay tuned on this blog for more drama... must be better than Kim Kardashian show or Paris H show and whatever show lah .... so i'm off for now...

have so many things to follow up but haven't done anything lah !!!! how ler ??? go to hell then !!!!

OMFG... that's oh my fucking god..... i'm so in my war mode still....!!!!

my POP !!!

The Wonder Girls... they even toured in the states with The Jonas Brothers

2NE1....

BIG bang !!! the one with the cap is so so cute !!!!

Super Junior, yess 13 of them and they even have sub groups like Super Junior M... better known as SUJU ....

The Girls Generation ...

ok by now you guys surely know that I've always been about pop!!! lately I've been crazy about K-POP or Korean pop scene... during my school days was so much into J-POP of the Japanese pop music... catchy pop tunes, cute faces and off course the dance moves.... the are essentials ingredients of a pop group... Malaysia has none... well used to have group like Feminin ... long long time a go .... music is all about fun .... get to know these group ... though i don't know a word of Korean or Japanese.. hehehe i do enjoy them ......

posh:- sometimes refused to grow up !!!!

is there a love life at 30?

what KL needs is this, an open concert arena between malls...

city of life and it is ...

another usual scene in BKK...

my only regret, couldn't get a ticket for the SUJU concert...super junior lah !!! ...

I've just returned from the city of life which was Bangkok. It was supposed to be soul searching trip yet I've failed again. I was there all alone by myself. To search me again, to search for what i wanna do in life....

Bangkok as always, is an amazing city. During the trip I've managed to catch up with some old friends and met some new ones as well. Something was not right, i ended my trip earlier and headed back to KL. I have another week to go before heading back to the office.

One thing that i have in my mind is, for how long do i wanna be single. I've been single for more than 3 years. This has been the longest that I've stayed single. Will a person in the 30's find a love. Being in a typical gay surroundings, seems like impossible to find love if you don't have the body to die for or super duper rich. I'm just an average guy, with an average looks and a career.

Seems like nobody wanted an average gay, you ought to be trendy and super fit to have one bf. Is this is true? or has my expectations gone high as i grow older? Have i been very choosy in finding partner? Is it because of my two break-ups resulted me being more careful when choosing partner or lover or whatever you guys call it....

I have this question, will i ended up alone and being one of those pathetic old gay man? i surely do hope NOT!!!

As for now, I'll do my best to look for that special someone. Will i ever get one? Is there anyone out there who are still looking for real unconditional love?

Too many questions I've asked in which i don't have the answers for and neither you guys have the answer for it. Is this another break down? hope not, been through it and it was all in the past.

posh; guess that time will tell...

selamat hari raya aidil adha....

i'm writing this down at about 3am just to wish all muslim, selamat hari raya aidil adha. It's special for me this year as my aunty and cousin are here. Normally, me and mum would travel back to penang to celebrate. For my mum, aidil adha is always special as it is my birthday. well, not really, i was born on dec 1st and this year aidil adha is on the 27th nov. Little that we all know that 33 years ago(ok i'm old, i get it) my birth date and aidil adha were on the same day. So my mum was cooking and all for me and for our small family to eat. Tomorrow, after prayer ( yes i do that once in a while, so jangan kutuk or laugh ok) i'll be leaving to bangkok for my little gateway. Not that i really wanna go as my family is here but this is the only time that i can actually have a good rest before next year. It's gonna be a very busy year i think. So, no MELBOURNE as well this year. Next year or maybe this year end. Never know rite? anything is possible. Expect a lot of stories from bangkok as i'm going there alone ( james is sick so he can't go). I wanna go there and come back with a clear mind and hopefully manage to make decisions on what my future will be... another changes in career at other companies overseas, or go back flying. It's more of a decision that will make me happy in the near future. so there you go, i'll see you lots soon....

posh;- i only have one life to live and i wanna make it a happy ones.....

my mantra ... for life ...

hiding.............

so today is sunday and i'm not working... thinking about coffee and cheese cake....delish....

i'm writing in today on the issue of hiding, closeted, and denial... or whatever you may call it. The fact that there are so many gays out there and the fact that not everyone wanted to come out as they will only come out to play. here are my stories...

Fact 1

this particular person, doesn't look that gay but criticized others for being one... sounds homophobic but every night secretly, he himself is a cock loving sucker .... mind my word here

point taken :- we understand that you are scared as shit to come out but please don't criticized others for being one. Hey! i know where do you play !!!

Fact 2

doesn't have any gay qualities at all besides being handsome and tanned...hahaha met him at one of the "playground" ... he didn't recognized me off course... was in my shorts, pink t-shirt and glasses .... heheh but it's ok 'cause he just wanted it to be that way ....

Lesson:-

for whatever reason that you wanted to hide, go ahead ... "just don't pretend to hate us when you are one of us"

my condolence to those who had to be in the closet, get married with a girl and pretend to be happy due to social obligations... pity ....you know who you are !!!

posh:- i'll be out soon for coffee and cheese cake...

and he's BI !!!!

you all know that i've been a great fan of Duncan James of boy band BLUE... had a crush on him... ok ok i know he's not asian .... sorry BB just a crush (you know who you are and i'll be in BKK soon ) not quite recent he declared that he's a BI..so i have a chance when i'm London hahaha... he had a child from his previous relationship... with a girl off course... hmmmm what a relief ...

so forget about Duncan for a while... i'm off today and been thinking about going out with frens for coffee and all .... we'll see about that later ...

P/S: can't wait for my leave...a long one ...

and i...

Firstly, i'm so tired 'cause i've just got back form search

and rescue training.

Thrown into the the sea and all...but it was all fun...

it was in Langkawi...

for four days....

suddenly i came across this video, a madonna's party at

Siam Paragon in Bangkok. I couldn't believe that i've

actually missed it and

didn't know about it...i could have flown there.....

Paragon is just like my play

ground whenever i'm in Bangkok...and none of my friends inform

me about the party....arrrggghhhh.......

but i'll be there this November end

to visit my friends.... hope they'll be another

Madonna's party...

if not..i'll be so so so sad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s : I love Bangkok!!!

way too long....

girl power runs the family

with my mum and aunty at my cousin's house

cousin sis and our little cousin

playing fireworks....illegal ?

i know the fact that since i last blog about myself was way too long... i'm kind a stuck or glued to my work.... ok there was "raya" and family get together and all ... there were so many cousins that i've never met ... and even until today, i don't even remember their names .. or their faces... my mum has a big family, hence so many cousins.... the trip back to Penang was all tiring and was all about family and food... been eating too much... way too much.... so i don't know what else to write here except that i 'm no longer inspired by Carrie Bradshaw to write .... or maybe the fact that as human, we only write when we are feeling down or has something to fall upon into ....

R u an AllStar ???

last Monday i attended a little staff AllStar gathering. Had much much fun but not too much as i was still tired from my trip to Krabi. It was all about us, staff of AirAsia. Like you don't know where i work !!! Duh !!! lots of food n lots of drinking but i wasn't high at all.... maybe i need something stronger... I'm currently enjoying my 3 days off and I've been trying not to open a single e-mail nor thinking about work.... I'm still trying though .... Just in case you wanna know what I'm doing, please follow me on twitter...as i said twitter for the better ... ok lots... until next time be happy and be ..... yeah whatever you wannabe ...

kisses

rain XOXO

.....KBV....that's Krabi for you.....

ok i've just got back from KBV in Thailand ...it was actually a meeting between all three countries... namely Malaysia, Thailand and Indonesia. It was all fun as we had the chance to get involve with all sort of activities. The best part was being able to meet all of my friends from ASEAN. hmmm now that's all over.... i'm gonna miss all of them dearly ... other than, that i've been busy and tired. I need a short break before going full force on work again. I'm hoping for another Bangkok trip or Jakarta... perhaps ... so just enjoy some of the beautiful pics ( if not funny) that i've got from there... enjoy your weekends all......

celebration?

the whole BKI hub gang

James was kind enough to accompany me

well, not quite a celebration.... i've been **** ( busy) yet again.... in between i've managed to attend a friend wedding. Hmmm... and it was early last month... work as usual...have meeting in Krabi next week plus more and more interview... what can i say? it's all about work though i'm trying to relax and be in a control for a bit ..... i've learnt when to say no and when to say that i need to stop and a take a step back .... it's all about managing my time.... finally after more than a year in this position i can finally say that i'm comfortable with my current postion... though i still enjoy flying... i think .... but what can i say .... gotta move on .... until next time ... not quite sure when will i be writing again .... hehehe ... an i'm getting fat ... help.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tired from a short break ....

Finally me and my cousin sister decided to go to LANGKAWI instead of BANDUNG in Indonesia.... we'll consider Bandung next time... so there was nothing much as the trip was actually to bring my mom and my aunty for a short holiday ... it was worth it for them but was tiring for me as i had to drive around the island... pheww.... it was all about shopping, visiting places and eating... way too much eating .... so tomorrow i'm back to work ... hmmm...so lazy to think about it ... ok about Langkawi... love the beach and yes the trip to the tip of "gunung mat cincang" ( mountains) was scary though the view from the top was amazing... the cable car was scary ...was more scary than the one in Genting Highlands..... lucky the bridge that connect the two mountain was closed otherwise my cousin sister would surely wanted to go there.... i'm scared of heights you know!!! but not when i'm flying ..... hehehe so where have you all been to lately .... i'm heading to BALI in August for the delayed meeting ..... hahaha wish me luck guys...

P/S:Langakawi is in Malaysia... you can fly direct to Langkawi from Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia or from Changi, Singapore with AirAsia .... hehehe

if only.....

ok here we go again...it's mid year now...have you all achieved your dreams? mine ...yess...not all... the one that i haven't achieved is .... to get a bf....why ? 'cause i don't even bother to date or have time to go out for one... hmmm that's a fact !!!! can't help it.... my work is like my bf my bff and all.... if you guys get what i mean... time is bad noe... economic wise but i'm such a lucky person.... being able to have a good job, a career that is... i can't have it all... am busy with my working life all the time hence my private life is on fire... meaning that i 'm not seeing anyone at all... kind a desperate here... serious... wish there's more than 24 hours per day ... that will never happened...rite???? i've got 2 trips planned next month... a family trip to Bandung over in Indonesia and another trip is to Bali.... my Bali trip is actually a meeting!!!! hahha so there you go.... i'm kind a tired at times as i keep going on and on and on ....

just another hot summer day ...

i'm so bored....hence this should explain why i took pictures of my bed and my living room...I still have lots of stuff to do... such as placing more posters or potraits on the wall... just wait until my next decorative mood .... mean while in KUL....it's all hot, hot and hot .... no hot men to be seen by the way .... and i haven't even got the time to go and look for an air conditioner for my room and the living area... maybe a bit later when it's not so hot out there..... am burning here and just another reson to be half naked in the house .... heheheh....my life has been so called great and at the same time trying to plan for my next holiday in July ...somewhere colder..like Melbourne, or London or BKK... i know my last option is not a cold place but BKK is full of hot men .... miss the Songkran ... am definetly goin again next year ... ohhh i'm not dating or seeing anyone at the moment... why??? because i choose not to ... am tired u know ... of all these dating stuff..and me being the one who can't commit .... i'm not rejecting relationship, but that's what i've decided for now... i wanna make more money and travel more ... appreciate life and live it to the fullest ...me and my big motto for life eh!!!! ok i'm off for now... will gather some ideas to make this blog more interesting ..... ciaow>>>>>>>>>>>>>

p/s:- for you nerds out there, malaysia is all year summer ...duh!!!!

just a little shopping....

ok... so was in a mood for shopping for something that i've been longing for the past 2 weeks...well just small trip to my favourite shop...haha .. well actually i've been shopping non stop since last month... the whole bedroom set plus the TV rack.... i've wanted to get the key chain as well but the price was as much as the wallet...so i only bought the wallet... lucky the sales girl was ok with me... you know the typical sales assistant look that you get when a local guy shops in Malaysia. I was in my short and sandals.... i did noticed that the gay sales assistant was looking at my receipt checking what i've bought from her colleague... duh !!! i wonder why in overseas i wasn't treated like that ... they were very customer oriented and friendly... ohhh just one little thing... i'm hoping to get that travel bag next month...not expensive just about 1700 Aussie.... fingers crossed... i want it ....sooooo bad... better get it overseas as it should be cheaper...friends said that i should get it from London or Paris...hey!!! i've been working so hard so i deserve them rite????

P/S;- my X bought me an LV wallet not too long ago but i've lost it..... so sad...so today it was a sweet revenge....

back from Perth ....

ok.... i know that my life has always been about travelling. Hey, what can i say..that's part of my job. My job is my life. It all happened accidentally, i mean this trip to Perth. Someone taken medical leave last minute, i leave nearby the airport, hence the best person to be called up for replacement. I was all tired that day when they called me around 0840pm. Only one thing motivated me to, a flight with my fellow colleague Laila and an escape from Kuala Lumpur heat. Mind you, it was 34 degrees in KUL. Perth was so fine with temperature around 10 degrees. So what a perfect trip it was. I did managed to do a bit of shopping but minus that LV..... uwaaaa...i wanna cry because i didn't buy that LV bag and the key chain. What stopped me was my logical thinking. Now i'm not happy and kept thinking about it. So i'm gonna get it on my next trip to Aussie land..... ok enough about shopping... i gotta go back to work....

P/S;- was very upset with Sean this morning 'cause he used my car last nite and came back late this morning.... and i was late at work....

more of London.....

not sure what to write on a boring staurday...so i upload these pics for you guys.... London anyone?