BittenFashion

it has been a while since i last posted an article on my very own fashion line... i'm ready to go as i have set up a blog for it. Please visit BittenFashion for your retail therapy ... As promised it's gonna be a fashion line for all ... ladies and gents, male and female or even if you are just in between. I'm gonna start with dresses for the ladies as well as shirts for guys.... it's gonna be a collection of 9 of my best designs. Each designs are limited to 9 pieces only.

an interview with....

so rain , how are things going on?

been good... almost everything

like?

my new car is coming out and been busy with work but happy

what car?

Mazda 2 ...

any plan for another holiday ?

yes, it's in the plan ... maybe after the casual BKK trip

going alone?

maybe with friends and maybe going alone .. don't know yet

besides BKK where else to?

somewhere further where i haven't been for quite a while

how's love life?

great... which love life are you talking about?

all of them ...

yes, they all been great

heard that you've been hittin' gym again?

yes, so so true ...about time don't u think ?

what's next in your life?

be happy, that's all ...

.......

there's something about autumn that spells LONELINESS ... as what i'm feeling at this moment ... can't cure i guess.. no cure for that ... but it's a state of mind therefore i choose to be happy ... so being happy i shall be ...

am kind a keep myself busy with work and my fashion line which is materialising as i'm writing this post ... i'm kind a not sure what to do .. this is supposed to be a great year for ... perhaps in other field i guess ...

am doing another final interview tomorrow, in hopes of looking for a new breed of FA ....

yeah whatever ....

ever after ....

since i got back from BKK, was feeling all down and depress again .. so what's the best way to move on ... get busy with work ... yep that's the way its gotta be ... i'm so not in the mood for anything .. thinking of going to the office in a while though i'm supposed to be still on leave but what the hell ... so many things to settle down plus all the work that i've gotta prepared for before starting my office madness marathon ...

on the other note, BITTEN is coming alive ... so many details gotta go through ... done with the concept and designs that i want, just the business dealing part, so much work but gotta be fun ... gonna start this at a very small scale ... 'cause i'm new hence not having any experience in the fashion industry ...

all by myself, am gonna go through this shit though it's again and again ... but hey that' s life for me ... it's hard but there's no way to stop ... and this time i'm not gonna run somewhere else and starting everything new... as i said, some people just stuck with you for the rest of your life... in my case it's Jeff. I can't run from him and neither can he ... we are just gonna stuck with each other yet won't be able to be together ,we know that it wouldn't be working ...

as i'm trying to comfort myself going through this difficult moment both at work and personal life, i shall not fail at it .. i hope this is just another phase of my life that i have no choice but to go through with it ....

hey take a look at my BKK picture kay ...

still.....

who would have thought that after all these years... it still hurts ....

here i am in bkk ... thinking of having fun and put my head together before going back to the office... now that is all gone....

my ex is here with me at the same hotel and he's with someone..

so called his house mate for the past 3 years which is off course i've found it from his so called house mate ...

him having a house mate and only two of them stayed together ... hmmm big, huge question ...

i thought that my heart has gone buffed and stronger over the years ...

it failed me.... big time

i keep asking myself ... is that his house mate or what ... i've asked him and being a typical him... he didn't give an answer..

he was the reason why i almost cancel this trip ....

it still hurts ...

why do i feel this way ... i can't be me ...

maybe will cut this trip shorter ....

doesn't he knows that i'm hurt...

so not me .... i'm down... yet again and again ...

life chapter 2 ...

i've just got back from London and the trip was fun, fun and fun ...

felt tired as i couldn't sleep at all when i was there plus i've not been flying for quite a while... long haul i mean ... the trip definitely encouraged me to fly back ... a haaa honey bee ... i'm considering it seriously ... did a little bit of shopping ... a little ... take note on that ...

on another note, i'm afraid that i'll be cancelling my BKK trip as situations there is unsafe... riots are everywhere and people killing each other ... worst than the last year riots which was also during SONGKRAN ... there goes my holiday ... so no water festival for me this year ...

What makes me upset is that why are people go against each other in such manner ... Thai tourism is loosing millions of dollars for the last couple of years.... it all happened during peak season/water festival ... why ? hope they will learn from Malaysian that riots is definitely NOT a solution... see what happened to some Malaysian .. loosing jobs and getting injured for nothing... though Malaysian only had "mini" riots ... 'cause no one died but the impact on economy took some time to recover ...

come on people of Thai, we love going to BKK and personally it's my rehab place. Don't destroy it, no one will gain but only loosing .... STOP at once ...

Is this human rights or an act of stupidity ???

posh:- wish i had a transformer robot to save the world ... thoughts !!!

will it be forever....

Off late I've been very happy with my personal life.. you guys should know why ?

That special someone been making me happy ... though it's complicated ...

I've finally got to say that I'll be heading to Songkran in BKK this year ... it's a water festival and all about partying on the street ... can't wait ... you guys know that i've almost cancelled this trip as my X decided to bring his scandal a.k.a. his F.B. with him... so so pissed off with him...

But I've changed my mind... that special someone is coming with me ... so it's a CELEBRATION !!! ( sing it like Madonna baby )... no more loneliness during Songkran...

Ohhh yess.. tomorrow I'll be flying as an operating crew to CGK and PEN .... haha nice one... it has been a while since i last operated as a Purser on the A 320 aircraft. So i'll be looking forward to it....

On the 7th of April I'll be heading to STN over in London ... It has been a year now since my last trip.. nervous but can't wait ... shopping shopping shopping ... POSH @ VUITTON, isn't it a fashion match in heaven ... ?

wish me all the best and plenty of happiness in life guys ... please baby please ...

POSH;- I'm off to bed now ... and to LAILA welcome to the world of Bloggers....

and i say ....

ok..finally i wanna say something about my status... so i'm answering almost all of your questions...

am i single?

yes, ' cause i'm not REALLY attached with anyone...

am i seeing someone?

yes, a few of them....

why?

'cause i haven't get what i want, which is "the can't live without kind of love"...

who are they?

3 of them actually...

names ?

can't tell...my best friends know who they are..

are you still staying with one of them?

yes....

who do you love most?

the one that is not staying with me and very much makes me smile every time...

so you see to explain is really difficult... i do hope that i have answered some of your questions. Yes, i will settle down when i have the not so complicated kind of relationship. I'm happy for now.... very very happy... it's not easy being me though people see me as a non committed guy. I have a big heart for LOVE but i'm just being careful with it ... and i know that i'm not getting any younger ....

As Micheal Bubble' said, haven't met you yet !!!

and the story goes something like this....

well ... back to work... and life seems to be great...at least for now...enjoying my skinny jeans, new shirts and all which is off course the results from being shopping a lot !!! plus i've been losing all that fat again ....am happy but i just can't describe it... maybe i'm getting older but not wiser .... everything seems to be in control and in place for now but not quite sure for how long .... for once in a very, very, very long time, i've felt that i'm back on track ... back in my life...

ohhh... i'll be having 6 days leave soon so i'm gonna go back to Penang and perhaps another short trip to Bangkok .... i know AGAIN !!! and he's coming with me .... not telling you guys who is this new guy but i'm happy ... not my bf ... may never be my bf.... knowing me... but i'm HAPPY !!!

so there you... a little bit of this and that... have a great weekend guys >>>>>

party !!!

nichkhun

nichkhun

nichkhun again !!!

i'm so in the mood for party... been partying in BKK almost every week.... phew... BKK is so call my rehab place.. my hideout .. from everything else...pop music...k-pop... clubs there do play these kind of music... which is off course my favourite ... love it love it... and the thai ice coffee... just about everything in BKK... just don't get me wrong people.. i won't be changing my citizenship.. not just yet !!! am heading to BKK again at the end of February ... so if you wanna join me, you're mostly welcome ... BKK is not about GOGO boys... or just fun... it's the culture and the people... and yes i do have special friends there... need not elaborate rite?

work as usual busy busy busy ... BKK seems to be doing me good as in my state of happiness... well used to be BALI then KOTA KINABALU ... now it's all about ... MBK, PARAGON and everything in you know where? i even watched movie there. it's like "balik kampung" or going back to my hometown.... i hope that i'll be this happy forever... well nothing last forever... not even the SPICE GIRLS ... hehehe

ohhh yeah photos from BKK, not much taken as i've been enjoying myself rather than taking picture... maybe will be sharing with you people next time... hahaha....

so that's all people... better be back to work... catch with you again next time...

posh as ever in my skinny jeans...