Goodbye 2007........

its goodbye to 2007...year of a rehab......
what a great yr.....
here's a recap of what was behind me this yr.....

career
a new start...based in BKI hub.....started fresh ..everything...new place, new town, new environment...it was a smooth sailing for me in 2007....
looking fwd towards 2008...my plans to go back to KUL and to fly wide bodied aircraft, flying to Europe and all......

love
the department that i've always failed in...been in BKI for a yr...nothing has changed...i'm still missing my ex..jeff dearly...i can't never forget him and in fact was very much in contacts with him....it also made me realize that though i may be far frm him but nothing has changed...it actually made me thinking more of him.....i've tried to date and all but seems not to find any luck......i can never be successful in love department....my last visit to KUL after a yr ended up with arguments with him...it was not an easy situation for him...so i've made up my mind to go back to KUL and get him back...in 2008...so that's my aim next yr....yr 2007 , i've met few interesting people but nothing actually worked.......this is the longest i've been single....not and easy thing but i thought i did it well.....so good luck to me !!!

spice
had another excellent yr with fellow spices.....full of memories that i could never forget....
we had another reunion this yr in conjunction with the original Spice reunion..hahaha
so posh, baby, scary and sporty had parties in KUL and reminisced the past....had a great laugh and celebrated our 10th yr friendship.....so it's true..."f comes and go..friendship never ends"...
as the spice saying.....looking fwd for Spice concert in HKG next yr......can't wait.....

blogging
been very active this yr..especially wheni got my new lappy...
sadly one of my fave blogs is saying goodbye..... http://moodyfruit.joafruit.com/ i'm gonna miss the couple...timmy and moody.....i hope that my other fave blog http://www.tiggahtigz.blogspot.com/ will remain active...tiggs and pooh ... another fave couple of mine...they are my reason to believe that one day i can be like them too....
so goodbye moody......gonna miss u .... so pls have a last look at his blog and leave ur last notes....
"nothing goes on forever" says mel C in one of the old Spice girls interview....
as for me i'll continue to write .... this is like my soul searching in finding answers to life.....
i promise that its gonna be a big yr for "hujanitu" in 2008.....

so goodbye 2007 and hello 2008 !!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 uols....

posh
xxx

welcome home...poshie!!! .......

was trying to do heidi's of the sugababes in their changed video.....hehehe.....

it's scary , posh and baby........sporty was having another date at that time...............
where else for posh.......its Pavilion.....................

ahhhhh...KL...finally i was back home....our very own Spice reunion and all.....this was actually the 2nd day of my trip in KL.....first nite was at Frangipani......met whole bunch of frens....old frens......a real reunion huh.....!!! james was there.....and his bf....tommy and his bf.....baby jett and declan....sporty mel...scary eddie....timmy....and so many others that the list could go on and on.....and on......

Day two was in Pavilion...whole day...nite time.....was in La Queen....and met my ex......hahaha long story that nite...we argued.....long story..... and promise to give uols details kay.....

back home on third day......BKI....

There was so many things that i wanna write...frm my brave visit back to KUL....Spice reunion and all.......it will go by topics.......so many amazing pics and a video for me to share with uols....

How i hate to say goodbye.....to all of my dear frens....and always scared and afraid to say goodbye.....

Keep checking this blog as they'll be updates as soon as i manage to squeeze in some time for u readers...

Overall...it was fun, emotional and nerve wrecking.......

'Till then .......muaks !!!

posh XXX

Gay flight attendant wins survivor....he's only 22

Todd Herzog, a longtime fan of "Survivor," won the CBS reality show's $1 million prize after 39 days of lying and scheming.
"I wasn't the strongest. I wasn't the smartest," Herzog said during the finale. "But I was definitely the most strategic."
The 22-year-old flight attendant from Pleasant Grove, Utah, bested his "Survivor: China" allies Courtney Yates, a 26-year-old waitress from New York, and Amanda Kimmel, a 23-year-old hiking guide and former Montana beauty queen from Los Angeles.
Herzog, who's openly gay, won the 15th edition of "Survivor" with four votes against Yates' two and Kimmel's one. He's the youngest winner in the show's history."I knew that the second that I got out there that, no matter what it took, I would do everything that I possibly could to be sitting right here," Herzog said after the votes were revealedOpenly gay flight attendant wins 'Survivor'

frm:- source.com

posh xxx

that damm wallet.....

just a simple black wallet...i want this...can i? an x'mas gift for myself......marc jacobs has it all......

posh
again...xxx

that holiday plans......

Leandro Okabe....does he makes u drool??? he sure did !!!

that's Carlos Concepcion...one of the hot guy in Phil entertaiment industry.....

and.....plenty more guys to play with.....hehehehe

ever thinking of going on holiday to the phillipines?? ....i did ...but as usual time doesn't permits. Its just a 2 hrs flight from BKI and 3:55 frm KUL....land of beautiful hot men .....and they are "cut"......If u always likethe Malay men...these Pinoys are an option for you......frm what the pilots told me....the clubs and nite life are amazing....something to look foward to.....hehehehe they've been offering me to stay at their places and willing to take me arnd.... in Manila( the pilots i mean....they are just like my dads here and i'm like the gay son they never had....is it?? ) Looking foward for my leave in Feb n March.....those were last yr leaves....can u imagine how hard working i've been ???!!!sure be taking lots of beautiful pics with them...let's hit the gym......

kisses

posh xxx

its weekend.....

hi all.....its weekend....and i'm havin' my weekend off...not quite ...came bck frm SZN(again!!!) on sat afternoon and i'll be resting on sunday plus monday......finally the rest that i deserved.....so many things happened frm past week....tired....overworked and plus the extra annoying pax...having weird demands and all , without forgetting those sarcastics ones.....eg:- can u turn on the heater .... and i mean it? yess that's what the pax said to me!!!...errrrrr can't people be nice and all.....can't they just request things without being sacartics....??? like we are not gonna do things for them...come on......even their kids can be so much nicer than the mums....duhh!!!!

ok...whatever abt the work part.....let it shoo away.........!!!

now...career wise....i've made up my mind to finally leave the country???? err yess...subject to job offer that shld be arriving anytime soon.....where??? let's keep it a secret ...shall we.......let's just say that i'll still be flying...yess my dream.."Paris....first class....international"......now all the wannabes, repeat the mantra after me......hehehehe....
ohhh yess under one condition....if AA decides that i can go bck KUL next mid yr for 330 or 340....then i'll stay.....maybe...i'm keeping an opened mind for next yr....anything is possibble...one thing for sure...i wanna go international.....not that i don't go now ...but it's not far enuff......i want more 'cause i'm certainly not gettin' any younger.....

phew!!! ......on the gossip land ...or the lala land...there's so many new stuff that i'll be writing for my next entry here, lots of suprising ones.....haven't really got time last few days to actually sit and write for uols......today and tomorrow i'll be updating all the new stuff , gossips and all......and everything else in between.....ohhh yesss i wanna see reaction frm u guys...so comment pls!!! no erection kay!!! LOL......

At the same time, i was thinking of splitting this blog into few blogs.....so that i can concentrate each blogs on one issue...eg:- one for fashion....one for gossips....one for life and spiritual...and one for XXX .....( we need to know where to get good ones aren't we?? )....just a thought anyway...but one stop shop concept would be interesting....don't u think??? just be here and read all the stuff that u wanna read.....from XXX stuff to everything else.....
so do write in to me and let me know.....i am fickle minded person ...can't make decisions....!!!so help me to help u......hahahah.....

noticed that too much XXX word on this entry...yeah i need a break n yess horny...duhhh....malu!!!men men men......

ok gotta go divas......don forget to read all the gossips....'cause it's hot kay!!!

love....( as if there's one for me...sob...sob... )
posh XXX

merry x'mas and happy new year
( motiff!! tak mentioned pasal raya haji )!!!

all work n no leave......

irna......i bosan gak nie flt i going to CRK (phillipines lah) kapal still kat SZN (shenzen) macam mana tu?( still on the phone)
irwan......alah makan pon best nie
irna....makan KFC .... nanti gemuk mcm mana? makan n buang...atas n bawah pun blh....hahahaha
azhar....(that's rain to u) alah jom dgr lagu ke ...transfer2 lagu ke......
zalena.....azhar nak amik gambar jom pose...
azhar......motif....ini candid lah...aiyoo!!!
.....dan captain Muslimin dok tgk flt plan......flt apa captain?...kapal pun tarak bayang....hehehehe

Miki...sebok buat kerja....Jason on the phone....and captaion Mohd Nor....tah apa lg dok mebebel kat Jason tu.....hahahaha.....Jason cute gak...lain kali kita amik gambar dekat2 kay ...tunjuk kat UOLS!!!
rain pon mengambil gambar sendiri..seperti biasa..rambut baru n gemukz lagi..ewww berat naik lagi.....kurang main nie.....


ahhhhh.....Bali.........rindunya......

imagine working 7 days without leave.....so damm tired!!!....yesterday was my off day but was working...today is my off day and still working, plus my Macau flt retimed and i'll be flying to KUL instead....arrived at office at 1550hrs waited about two hrs...and was told that i have to operate KUL flt... departure at 2300 hrs...so here i am at home...will come back frm KUL tomorrow...which means...working again for 7 days....Anyway i'm still enjoying my work.....after so many great yrs....how i miss Bali now.......the sunset...sea and alll......Infact i haven't had any long leave or vacation this year......i'm saving it all for the Spice girls in HKG.....

love and tired,
posh xyxy

i'm a third.......

OMG...ACCIDENTLY...I WAS CHECKING MY OLD ENTRIES...AND FOUND OUT THAT TODAY IS MY 3RD ANNIVERSARY...WOW.....I'M A THIRD NOW...AT 31....AND JUST FOUND OUT THAT I ACTUALLY DO HAVE READERS NOW...BESIDES MY TRULY SELF AND MY FRENS.......WOW!!! PROMISED THAT IT'S GONNA BE BETTER...!!!

LOVE...
RAIN....THE 3RD

Bed time story....

If you wanna sing english songs and sounds good this is ur lesson......

Lesson 1 :- have a correct diction and all....



Lesson 2 :- make a good video....so that your song can be listed in the Billboard
top 40



Lesson 3 :- make sure you have Hot guy in your video minus your band mate please!!!



Lesson 4 :- sign up to Pepesi and they'll help to promote your single.....plus and
ace music video




Lesson 5 :- it's ok to look nerd and naive in your first music video...



Lesson 6 :- enjoy the moment.....you'll be in paradise....



Lesson 7 :- once you are successfull...don't forget to come back home and win trunks
of awards

And that's a bed time story for all of the wannabes.....

Love
Posh XXX

Let's do this .....

i woke up this morning n felt that i've finally look like someone whom is big 31 yrs old.....
hmmm.....things haven't been quite easy in the country lately..In BKI it's still peacefull.
I have read lots and lots of blogs and newspaper articles about my country current situation...
The Malays are fighting among each other, the indians are protesting on the streets......indonesian bloggers wrote so much negative things about my country...not to forget about The Gay sites forum even talk abt it....what has happened? where was the country that i was so proud of the people.....We yess we, hated each other and n the eighbouring countries condemming us........what happened to all of the classic gay man ? when its all about sex n dicks and all....now we are so interested about politics...what's next? the chinese will protest too!
I guess that's what happened to a country that has developed so much....maybe ...i don't know....
why do we have to fight.....since we are all not happy why don't we just declare a war and kill everyone that we don't like....the survivors get to do what they want......not a good ending isn't it.........
I'm very much like my parents n grandparents....they tought me to be thankfull and not to complaint so much...maybe a typical Malays....but what is typical to the malays?
Sometimes i feel like leaving the country and living abroad....
but then again, i love this country but what can a small people like me can do.....?
I'm truly happy and i don't bother so much about whose getting rich and all......
Why are the neighbouring countries hated us too?
time will tell...i guess.....
I just hope that it won't destroy this country....
Seems that everybody is greedy to make a fortune here....who is genuine anymore?

X'mas in BKI n ALL

nadia was not feeling well but she felt very happy for the delish hot choco........kesian kan?

X'mas tree at Karamunsing mall....its like a Low Yatt here ...place to get all electrics n electronics stuff. Old mall that has been refurbished.....so many things can get frm here..... this is indoor sidewalk cafe n restaurant at Warisan Square...noticed all the lights n very X'mas deco....n all .... so called my hangout place for cancer stick n coffee outhing..... me makan as usual....with my geng here in kk....erin frm KL too but married local guy....she stays in the same apartment ..... Country Heights that is.....nadia n aida frm KK....
erin enjoying her delish choco too!.............notice the poser mummy of one here.....she loves the cam....she's my YM buddy too...though we stay nearby.....
aida yg dah berambut hitam hehehehe.....ohhh n the delish choco too!......

its pre x'mas makan...had this makan2 with frens n all....at scoop....kk....nice to c all the x'mas decorations all over kk....lots of people calebrate it here....i went out for a whole day...fun n tired...made decision to stay but things can be changed....so i've decided to comfort myself to stay here by purchasing new plasma tv n PS3.....talk about rewarding myself...B'day coming really soon...but what is birthday without someone u love n real frens.....real frens that can talk about dicks n all n have been through many many things together.......do i miss KL? yess i do...haven't go back there for almost a yr.....kind a scared to go bck with all the hectic schedule over there n the people arnd me at work may not be nice.......hmmmm...dilemma.....yess.....still.

I hate making decisions....yet i have to this time.....but let the fate takes me where i belong....hoping for the best still.....what will i do for now?.....

Anyway Happy B'Day POSH xxx

hugs n kisses,

azhar rashid

hari....hari...berlalu.....pergi.....

ish nak kata bosan ponn tak nak kata sedihh pun takk kan....seperti biasa updates on things that are on mind now n around me......ok still tak decide lg nie nak hantar tak e mail kat faizul(boss akak) mintak balik KUL sblm dia pergi department lain kan.....tapi kalau di ikutkan duduk kat sini ponn best gak...tenang n duit ponn ok....but everytime tgk gegambar kengkawan gie OOL mak makan hati.......abis tu camnerrr......fikir lagi lah kot dua tiga hari nie kannnn.....ohhhh yess ini lah meja akak menaip menulis dan meroyan sekarang....i love my new room ada tingkap yg luas...memandang ke tepi jalan dan bukit...kalau hujan memang bestttt nie.............................
hmmmm beg yg kat atas katil tu dah jadi fave beg akak skrg....ramai yg memuji kata chantekkk...senang nak jenjalan n bwk KY n Kondom di dlm beg itteewww....err......motiFF??tiada motif di sini....jap lg g flt lagi UOLS ewwwwwwww.......TWU n KUL....layan jerr......anyway amacam bilik...akak.....ok tak .....comments pls.....
sekarang i tau mcm mana i meroyan ......ni ha.....tgk kapal ketiga thai airasia nie..HS- ABC....
mana pulak datang idea kapal lagu nie....sempena apa plak nie...aiyooooo...jimat cat ka? meroyan AK nie mcm aku gak hahahahahahah....suka hati jerr colour kapal......heheheh

this is somethin' to look at...kelakar kan...masa first time tgk lah kannnn.........memacam manusia nie.....ok lah GENG jumpa lagi...

love, hugs n kisses...ewwwww

POSH XXX

i thought; this is interesting

alligned 320..........................airasia,apa tu gmbr burung,clickair...aiyoo tertulis kan disitu dan burung lagi.............

i want a new office.....sort of.....

that's the XAA flt D7 returned frm OOL...i wanna be there....what am i doing here in BKI...ewwww......rehab is taking a long turn for me...i'm ready to go bck....i wanna bigger,bolder n spankin' new office.......

Crown sape lebih Besar?

Kalau akak lah di bagi pilihan nak jadi miss universe ke atau puteri indonesia....akak pilih jadi puteri indonesia......sebab Crown dia...wahhhhhh besar uols...sebatu dah nampak.....walaupun miss universe punya pakai Mikimoto pearls......akak tak kesah...size does matter kay....lain plak bunyi nyer statement akak nie kan....size....apa tu..........Yg penting akak tak nak jadi stewardess Lion Air sbb rambut dia tak kepok-kepok ..ewwww boring ...walaupun dia terbang ngan 737-900 ER....new generation.....motiff......compare kapal terbang lagi.....

love
rain xxx

dilemma

motive?....gambar tak relevant......sekadar hiasan......cik gayah, pora, sadiah, temah dan POSH......berborak sakan utk iklan TESCO.....apa ke benda nie....ish jiwa kacau...............

these are the questions......

option one ....go back kl for 330 ..flying wide body ... salary at least 10k or more double frm current pay.....but scared to go kl lah...after so long never go bck...can i keep up?

option two....stay kk will do 330 but not so soon.......happiness for now......don't know abt the future....will i be happy here for long?.....ish ish ish

aiyoo.....jealous tgk kengkawan mak g 330 tau nite stop lg mcm mana tu.....

gaji meletopzzzzz............errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

POSH XXX

and the wedding not mine......

that's what frens are for, singing for free that is.......

His hello was the end of her endings

Her smile, their first step down the aisle

His hand would be hers to hold forever

His forever was as simple as her smile

He said she was what was missing

She said instantly she knew

She was a question to be answered

And his answer was I do”

-Carrie Bradshaw

more Gurney drive ....at nite.....

another two pics frm my penang trip...chantek kan.....lah cakap melayu plak...i had fun thnks.....

love

rain x

what if.........?

Eddie n sha at mamak restaurant in Jitra
It's raining outside n feelin kind a alone...not lonely.......the whole area blackout again....feels like writing somethin' about my raya trip to penang. Not gonna write so much on it as eddie has written an entry about it..all i can say is that....i've managed to do what i wanted to do for my raya. Glad that i've visited my fren in alor star, glad that i've paid my water bills......hehehe...glad that i spent enuff time with my family....very happy but kind of afraid on how long will this happiness lasts.....

me n my cousin sis......look chubby from this angle rite...whatever!....hahahaha
the glam me gettin' ready for penang day out with sis n eddie
strafucks.....oooppppsss starbucks....at Gurney plaza.....didn't manage to go to Queensbay mall this time....hehehehe maybe next trip ok eddie.......

a nite view frm Gurney plaza ...the famous Gurney drive....jett next time i'll take u there k.......

things that u do when u r paxing.....

mak bosannnn so entry bahasa malaysia....tgh paxing kan....lepak ...makan....opsss posa noooo...
ala-ala di luar tingkap biru gituuuuu.....chantek ke......uols..............................................................
ini rakan seperjuangan...eve n capt low.....jgn ngorat couple tuu...............................
natasha n eva....dua LSS sepejuangan aka. mcm mana satu kapal 3 LSS terbang skali ..... hehehe
me n natasha...sesaja tak der apa nak buat pose jelah kan....mcm tak biasa..bila lah marketing nak amik kita org jadi model.....boleh ke..ala ala this way...toilet....kwang kwang kwang........satu jer statement aka nak bg nie...aka dah kurus kan .....hehehe tak gitu uols.....

love rain xxx...

shall i call it my life in the sky

if i ought to write a book shall i call it my life in the sky....sounds familiar.....that movie starring gwaneth...still no clue.....time for you to googledoo.....what a view isn't it?

a wing view of a brand new a320 one day old AHC of AirAsia.....notice that the sky is blue...and majestic...isn't it amazing?

another mesmerizing view from my flying office that is 33000 feet above sea level...wow ! and how many people can say that huh?

got called up today...its my off day yet i was requested to bring back the spanking new AHC from KUL to BKI....i couldn't say no.....
noticed that i was relaxed.....that's because i was paxing people.....not working......notice the view frm the window...its so blue....what a beautiful sky and the pics are all by MY SE Z610i ...... another amazing view frm the window.......wow............wee........ahhhhhh.......
am not a bad photographer after all................................ i love my job...i love my job......