just zap that X ....

Below was a conversation between big and carrie.....(SATC) fans would remember......

This has made me concluded that an X should be zapped away.....what's ur vote ??have u voted??

I've made my decision...perhaps it's better to end a relationship the hardest way ...ever....!!!

so they don't come back to you....even as friends....

“Carrie: You do this every time! Every time! What? Do you have some sort of radar? Carrie might be happy, it's time to sweep in and shit all over it?

Big: What? No, no, I came here to tell you something. I made a mistake. You and I.

Carrie: You and I nothing You can't do this to me again! You can not jerk me around!

Big: Carrie, listen to me. It is different this time.

Carrie: Oh, it's never different! It's six years of never being different! This is it! I am done! Don't call me ever again! Forget you know my number! In fact, forget you know my name! And you can drive up this street all you want... because I don't live here any more”

-Carrie Bradshaw

Posh

always have problem with the X's

posh writes again !!!

matilah...berangan jadi storm.....eeeeekkkkkk........

i was on stnby earlier but didn't get called up so.....at home....
i was so bored at home yet i decided to take few test frm facebook....here are some of the results that i wish to share with u lots....somehow these results are true.....hmmmmmm

what type of heart do u have??

You find your way into someone's life but you rarely fall in love. You don't believe in giving only in taking.You are so practical even in your emotions. you love having fights with your lover just to make them feel bad.You are in constant desire to change the person you think you love. You can live without love in your life.

how fat are u ???

In school, the mean kids probably called you "chub", "chubs", "chubby", or "chubbers". You indeed have the lifestyle of a chubchub, which means that you're not doing TOO badly - you should just jog more often and cut off on the holiday gorging. Unless you're comfortable with yourself, or something.

how boring are u ?

You're exciting! Sort of. You like to go out and have fun almost every night, and if you find yourself stuck at home you start to pull your hair out. You enjoy drama and big events in your life, it gives you a sense of purpose. You enjoy your action films and reality tv, and you wish you were rich so you wouldn't have to work all day.

what sexual fantasy are u ??

Watch out boys! You’re a strong powerful diva who knows how to bring men to their knees. With stilettos on your feet and whip in hand, you have them begging for mercy. (We know you won’t give them any.) Handcuff us or tie us to the bed – we’re so ready to be punished.

frens whom knew me will surely agree with these results....

posh and all.....

breakfast with the girls.....

erin and yvonne....

penky, diana and martin......

these girls are attending senior cabin crew class...soon to be S.F.A. ...proud of my girls.....

that flt......

this is the guy that i'm talking about....so much much better in person....cute, sweet and all...he has taken though!!! but he's very much like me ...in terms of openess....shall we say that i have a chance of seeing him again ....it's very near as i'm goin' back to KUL again...and yess he loves and loves "sex and the city" and admires Sam Jones......just like me again...ahhhhhh so sweet......



chloe :- really seems like i'm a guest star here....u guys are too close....!!!
rain: is it??? that should tell you somethin' rite???


that's me and chloe chan...the chanteks ( preety ) one!!!such a phenomenal everytime i see this "crazy girl".....miss those days when we all got to fly together....such a darl ........
chloe in this pic trying to outdo hadi ( and now u know the name).....



frens are forever really glad to see her again........
love u girl !!!

greetings from posh.....

hey...back in BKI again.....had a blast with many things to write.......from my class that is.....had a 100% score for starts...it's just a dangerous good subject...hahaha yet i'm scared of the coming safety class.....and first aid too......the best part. I stayed at this hotel call Empress hotel....mmm well it's somewhere in Nilai....well the best part is there are so many crew at staying at the hotel from Indonesia, Thai and even Philipinnes....pay attention to the Indonesia crew, one particular crew reall caught my attention.....well let just put it this way, we have promised to accompany each other during my return on the 23rd this month...he's gonna be there 'till march as he is a new crew and still doing basic class...good thing on me.......ohhh gosh i'm in love again...can't wait.....so so me isn't it????

That's not all, i met another cute crew on board Ak 5108.....yeah he's malay and "g"...what a surplus for me....and yess i do have story to tell on that and with pleanty of pics too.......

away.....

away to KUL frm 13th 'till 15th..... more updates frm my class kay!!!

love UOLS .....

posh

as ever .....

that X factor !!! rain writes...

another new livery from AK....i don't like it frm the pic here but i do hope to like it when i fly it and see it in flesh....what uols think ??? to be baptised as AFW .....

how many of us are still friends with our X .... i do....two of them....one is the current ex..D and off course Jeff ....not an easy thing to do unless u can take away that love feelings between the two of u...i was chatting with eddie last nite and he told me that my X D was in town.Back frm states. Hmmmm i do wanna meet him 'cause i haven't sen him for more than 8 yrs or so. Kind of scared and all. My encounter with my X jeff last December was not a good one as i still had feelings for him.Hard to let it go.Now meeting another X hmmmm ???? Sometimes it is better not to be frens with the X as it will always bring back all of the memories that the two of you had. The good and the bad ones....Do u be friends with the people that hurt you???

By the way today was another boring day.It's my off day. Had lunch with Erin n she cooked this roated chicken...i say it's nice and delish.....back at home updating gossips and blogs.....tomoroow is another off day yet i have no plans...

Be back in KL again this 13 'till 15.Another trip on 24th for abt five days....surely plenty to do....hahahah..It's actually for my recurrent class. so it's time to study...hate exams and all.....but being the posh one i've bought two attires for the classes...hahha !!! talk about being a fashionnista at the Academy....

So for more updates...i'll see uols again kay...love and take care .....

fuckers spice ain't cummin' at ya !!!

pls go to starspotz if u wanna read further ... a note frm spicenews.com .....

fuck melb and c ...fat emma , skinny with fake boobs posh and assholes geri !!!!!!

and i have nothing else to say !!!

penang n all

AK 5852 ....PEN to BKI with colleague adeline .........

starbucks at sunway carnival seberang jaya, penang .....

my cousin sis' .. took me out for a drink .....

at chilli's penang ............ i'm like wearing glasses all the time now ....i think i should be nominated for the glasses wearer of the yr award ..... but that's in U.K. .......

ok...here's the trip to penang ...went back there 'cause my grandma passed away .... so i took the chance to relax n unwind a bit ... had two nite out with my cousin sis' ..... we went shoping and all...the much deserved rest that i needed ..... too much shopping actually ................i was all five days trip back home .... love goin' back to penang these days .... more relax .....'cause it's combination of city and greens ..... love my hometown.... it's way better now... wonder if i will settled there one day .........when i'm a lot more older ..... my golden yrs that is ....i'm back in BKI now...work and all .... will have 2 trips to KUL this month ....training and all .... hahaha ... missing KUL too ..... at the moment i'm still questioning the rationale of me movin' back to KUL .... should i ??? anyway i've decided to leave it to the management... they want me to be here or there ??? still waiting for that answer ....

posh ... moving from confused to confucious ...!!!

could this be ......???

i do have a lot of things to write....especially during my recent trip to Penang.....but i wanted to let you guys know that i'm seeing someone now...after i've made my dicision to move back to KUL...why is it everytime when i 've decided to move ...i'll meet someone new ??? ....he's 24 y.o. boy name Jann ..... i know the age gap again .... hmmm but as always he never thought that i'm going to be 32 y.o. .... i kind a like him but u know .... he's a boy ... another boy in my life ..... hmmmm i want a man in my life but then again i'm desperate ... i've moved frm so "sex and the city" to "desperate housewife" ..... i met him in the most akward situation ... an orgy party which i've organised .... right after my return frm Penang .... weird ehhh ... just an orgy of six people ..... 5 cute guys ...which includes me ... and 1 so so guy ... pity that " so so guy" seemed like nobody wanted to do anything with him hahahaha .....i'll put my toy boy pic as soon as i get a nice one .... the question now is should i stay and take a chance on love??? take a chance on finding happiness ???

posh
confused .....